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| Finally some long awaited words of wisdom from me:
Xanga is for chinks (no disrespect to my Oriental brothers and sisters  ). For everyone that writes about every little detail of their life on here for the world to see....GET A LIFE. Go write in your own diary or something rather than exposing your entire life on here. Maybe you kids will realize it once you grow up haha (jk?)
Anyways, before I get alot of hate-comments, I'll stop haha. But I'll give it a shot...
Yesterday, I went out to this museum with these 4 chics. I can't say with who and where I went but that's all you need to know 
Later all | | |
| Yes it's been one year since I updated this thing. I really have no intention of spilling my personal life out on here.
Whenever I go back and read my previous posts....HAHA. Man, I was such a kid. Bickering about my worthless problems to the open public to see. Xangas should NOT be touched by Desis because all it's gonna do is give others an easier way to talk s*** (dunno if Xanga lets you use profanity or not).
Anyways...you know who you is be is be is'ing my jaanu, I love you 
By the way, the only reason I'm still here on Xanga is so I can eavesdrop on Tayyaba and Samra *Mwuhauahuahuha*
PS - err by the way, I moved down to Virginia last January hahaha | | |
| Things have been getting alot better for me lately. Things between me and my parents are gettin really good and what I was fighting with my parents for for the entire month of October finally worked out today. A bunch of families that stopped speaking to each other completely due to the typical Desi community masala shit are finally beginnin to speak to each other, including mine. Things used to be awesome back 10 years ago when everyone was happy and no one talked shit. Things are working out by themselves slowly and I guess all my prayers during Ramzan are finally taking their toll.
Of course, life can never problem free. I've learned that too many people look forward to a future without any problems. Something's been on my mind lately and I wanna write bout it an let it out but I don't think it's safe for everyone to know... I guess not yet atleast.
I'll post up pics of me & Salina that we took yesterday at the mall haha. Had a BLAST...been a while since I had that much fun. Aite well peace for now. | | |
| God.....Allah.....please help me. Everything around me is falling down and I lost the one person that would throw a hand out to grab my hand .... all because of my stupidity and failure to realize things before they got too far. I can feel the excitement being torn out from my life and being replaced by sadness, confusion, pain, anger, and torment to sum up the wonderful feelings. I realized I've messed up in so many things.... my parents won't be around for too long and I haven't done much to ensure their happiness. Alot of Desi kids can say that but I truly mean it from my heart.
Imagine something you've always wanted so much. You've wanted it so much your whole life that it hurts thinking about it. And then one day it hits you in the face out of nowhere. You enjoy it for some time but then, you realize something isn't quite right yet you can't touch your finger on it yet. And then you start slipping away slowly... while knowing it's there for you to take yet you can't get yourself to take it. It's scary and it's embarrassing, and it tremendously hurt my self-image. I'm sorry.... to the person I hurt, from the deepest corner of my heart, I'm truly truly sorry. You're perfect and I was the one that was wrong. I'm sorry... forgiveness is only a luxury that I don't deserve. | | |
| Hot damn... been a long while since I wrote here. This one'll have to be pretty long. Lot's of stuff finally happened and worth writing bout here.
Well, about 2 weeks after Halloween, I met this girl up at Applebees from RateDesi.com, which was just to go as friends... hell, I never even saw her pic before. But we met up and stayed there for about 2 hours and 45 minutes even tho all we had were little appetizers. Turns out she's mad cool. Well it went real well. Infact, a few days later, we made last minute plans to chill at Menlo Mall. About a week and a half to 2 weeks later, which was last Monday... I went to her high school's Powder Puff game as well and that went awesome as well. Things have been goin real smooth for us both, REAL smooth. But I dunno... I'm skeptic about something and I dunno what exactly it is. I don't wanna break her heart but I don't wanna hurt myself either.... I just need to think things thru and see what's best for us both :o( I don't want anyone thinkin Ima pimp or a playa, you know? I have alot of respect for people's emotions and especially respect for ladies.
Just yesterday, my dad bought a 2004 Nissan Pathfinder SE Armada. V8, 350 horses, 400 torque, AWD, and a 5-speed automatic transmission!!! Hot DAMNNN man, that thing is faaast..
This week, I have plenty of family coming over. Just last night, both my sisters came here. One flew in from TX to VA to my other sister's house so that my dad can bring them both back here. Man, it's been so lonely here since my other sis got married and moved out almost a year ago. Well it's a big family reunion this week. My two nieces (Zainab (8) & Sofia (3)) are here as well and both my bro in laws are comin in a few days. Tomarrow, the rest of my family from VA are comin here for the week as well... which is about 30 people. So all in all... this whole week, I'll have about 40 people staying in this house. Aaahhh so much cleaning for me to do :o( I feel like a God damn daughter.
Actually.... I gotta run right now. I'll finish up another time. But I'll take pics and post em up in the next entry if I can find out how to do it. | | |
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