| new xanga bitches... ur_a_hott_biatch you know you wanna come see it.. its pimp! |
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| weird.. im actually writing in my xanga. so today i think i figured out whats goin down for next year. for some reason i am still on a wait list for the u of m even tho people get in there with like 2.0 gpas so thats fucked considering mine was like 3.5 when i applied.. anyway.. and i dont really want to go to st cloud so im thinking maybe ill just go to normandale another year and finish my generals. why not? i mean im totally undecided about what i want to do so why spend 10 times the money going to the u to still be confused when i can be here at home. while im going there im gonna go to aveda or mn school of beauty full time and get a cosmotology license so i can do hair.. which i love.. as a job. than.. im gonna apply to the u again for my sphomore year and get an apartment and by that time with my savings account my dad has for me and the money i saved up i will have enough to live on my own if i need to. eh im getting stressed thinking about this shit but i think thats what im gonna do. sounds gay.. normally dumb people.. no offense.. or pregnant girls go to community colleges or beauty school but i just dont feel ready to go out into hte like real world in a few months. i dont have the money and to be wuite honest.. im scared. the u isnt even a sure bet yet and this way ill be at home until im ready to go out on my own. ill have hairstyling as a 2nd job and somethign to fall back on after college. i think it should be fine... its not like im gonna only go to beauty school and normandale.. my goal is to eventually graduate from the u of m. i just hope things work out cause im way stresesed. eh and im really like sad depressed.. whatever.. about steve right now. vince and carmen and all of them people have totally replaced me. he could care less what happens to me.. he is so self centered and he wont stop at anything to get to hang out with them. you know its bad when all he talks about on valentines day is wanting to go bowling with his freinds. its getting really old. we dont need to hang out with them EVERY day. hes being such an ass and treating me like such shit and i know i shouldnt put up with it but i love him and im trying the best i can to get him to realise hes being gay. i totally trust the group we hang out with,.. they like encourage being a couple.. its 4 different couples and hte girls always go hang out and the guys always go hang out.. i mean its fun.. but not everyday. but... about that... so we are going to chicago on june 11th for hot import nights.. i just hope steve isnt gay and like doenst even awknowledge the fact that im there like he usually does when hes around them. ill stop my bitching.. i just have so much on my mind right now. anyway.. i think its about that time.. love you all |
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| wow i just realized that i like really never write in here anymore. its been so long i really cant even remember whats happened since i last wrote.. um last week we didnt have school on friday and i went over to tonys with steve and michelle and nicola came and then rach and christy and kylynn came but they left cause i dont know then brezzy and jonney-o and their freind and jake and mike all came and umm then shane like got pissed that nicola was hanging out with us for some reason and he like made her leave and then brezzy and jonney-o and their freind left and jake like went to jess's or something so it was pretty much just me and steve and tony and rach after that uh then saturday night a bunch of people came over to tonys again.. actually it was just me tony steve rach tana and nate and i dont really remember who else but they stayed until like 2 then ryan and his girlfreidn came home and like came down and hung out with us until like 5 in the morning then i went to sleep cause uh we made some bad decisions and felt like shit... and still felt like shit sunday and slept the whole day.. and still felt like shit monday and stayed home from school. but then we only had school 3 days this week and we went on the jail field trip on tuesday.. fucking tight.. it was really fun.. ha me and christy like did a bunch of funny shit on accident there it was kinda scary tho. but um now im sitting at home trying to get my homework done so i can do fun shit all weekend and not have to worry about it cause i have a lot to do. um ya so dance team went to cali yesterday but i didnt go and i just found out i cant go to vegas next month even though we already bought tickets cause my parents didnt like look at the calendar and i would be missing 5 days of school and would 10 out plus we would be gone over finals day so yah that kinda sucks. and to make it even worse im gonna be home like 6 days with the house to myself and its like sunday through friday like theres really gonna be anything fun to do at my house on weekdays without parents. seriously.. gay. but whatever im gonna go.. buh byes *jena* |
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| hey bitches.. havent wrote in a while.. but yah so hmm.. ill sum up my weekend cause im in sports marketing but so friday we danced with lakeville and steve came to watch me and after we went to my house and i took a shower and we met up with jeff and vince cause they found a new place to race but we never ended up going for some reason so then we went over to little brezzys party cause his parents were outta town seeing brian and he seriously had so many fucking people over they filled up his whole like dirt road and then all his field in his backyard and i accidentally wore my avaire sweatshirt to a lakeville after party and seriously all the girls there wanted to like beat my ass.. not good.. and we decided to leave cause it was kinda gay cuase it was a bunch of like high school kids.. ha funny how i am in high school too but whatever.. mainly a bunch of bitches i hate and fags that think they are cool..not gonna say any names.. anyway.. saturday me and steve went to noles house and like nate and matt ("it puts the lotion on the skin or it goes back in the bucket") haha and like his cousin then randomly nicola and emily and courtney and michelle came over and stayed for like an hour and then rach and tana came over .. eh.. dont really remember that.. then a bunch of shit hit the fan with me and steve and his gay cousin so basically the rest of the night sucked ass.. but hmm.. sunday.. sat around i dont really remember what we did actually.. not gonna lie.. then i didnt go to school monday cause i felt like shit and my car like broke down kinda.. actually my brakes went out so i had to go get them fixed yesterday but hmm gotta go cause i have homework.. love yas |
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| wow.. wouldnt you agree that its really mature for people to make an xanga just so they can annomously tell you that no one cares about what you do with your days? cause i do.. why dont you tell that to the other thousands of people that use xanga for that exact reason. and thank you for making my life the center of the world cause if you didnt care why would you take the time to find my page make your own name and write to me? haha okay.. have a nice day. you guys act like i dont know who you are but its really time to drop the bullshit cause i could care less what you do me im over it. your really acting like your 12 so have fun with that..i dont like you.. you dont like me.. i get it. who cares? cause i dont |
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