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Monday, June 23, 2008

  • Revelations....

    Lately the revelations from Father have encouraged my heart and pushed me towards His. I am starting to understand why God protected me from relationships. And oh, how grateful I am. And why I have spent a season in what seems to be seclusion. That everything that has happened this last year has been for the preparation of everything that is in my heart. That God has put there, and that God is bringing to life. He is blooming things that I didn't even know existed and He is revealing things that I have longed for revelation.

    I am understanding more the mantel that is being put on me. Just like Elijah and Elisha. I am receiving a mantel that is changing the way in which I see the world, and even my future. I see the way things should be and I understand what God is saying about this or that. I love him so much and I know that I am pressing after His heart. I am having these ridiculous dreams that I have prayed for and I am starting to understand the spiritual nature of them and understand what they mean.

    I was in a church service in Turlock, CA and this woman prophesied over me. And she read my mail...I was weeping, I cried off all of my mascara and I had a headache when it was over. God is preparing what He has for me and He has separated me this year so that I am seek after His heart and His comfort, not man's. But, I would be lying if I did not admit that I find man's comfort to be quite comforting. But, as much as I understand that all of my friend's advice and guidance is wise and understandable. I must recognize that Father understands far more about what I am going through that they ever could.

    So, I am hopeful for the outcome of this coming school year. That things are changing and turning around and I have hope again that the future looks bright!

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

  • Cyrus Anointing

    The revelation of the Lord on my life is deep and I am so grateful. The word says that without vision the people perish. I felt as if I was. The reality that I am perishable without the vision of the Lord has become ever so real in my life in the last few months.

    However, I am beginning to embrace all that Father has for me. He has called me and placed a Cyrus anointing on my life. I am called to the marketplace, just like Cyrus. To rub shoulders with the broken hearted. To become a friend to the friendless. But more than that there is a is a mandate to change a generation, to release and restore people, to help deliver them, and the war against the enemy in the end times. I know this. I accept it with great gladness knowing that God has strategically called me for such a time as this. He has positioned me to take my place in His army and not just that, but to play a strategic role that will help unfold the drama and the heart of Father.

    I am not called to sit in a church office and think up how media can be cutting edge in the church. Instead I am called to the front lines. Media is going to change the way that the church responds to the heart of Father. Instead of a sad picture of a malnourished child, what about a prophetic picture of a malnourished child as a representation of not just the child, but maybe, just maybe the heart of Father for His malnourished church. I don't just want to have an apostolic and prophetic calling but I want to contend for that culture. The five fold culture. I long for intecesors to come into my life and prophetic people who will change the atmosphere of not just my world but the world around us.

    I am called to take my training and my giftings and implement them in the Epic battle of the ages. I know that I want to live an Epic lifestyle.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

  • Last night I was in church and I am just learning more from the Lord that I even expected. I am learning to hear from the heart of Father and what His plans are for me and His people. I am seeing His heart. I am hearing His heart. I am meeting Him in the throne room. I am beginning to understand the very real and true apostolic call that has been placed on my life. And to be honest oh what a tragedy it would be for all of that gifting to go untapped and unused.

    So, I know that the following is just a glimpse of what the Lord is going to do through me....

    Books.
    Ministry of Restoration.
    Love.
    Nations.
    Change.
    Global change.
    Enable others to chase and embrace their calling.
    Churches will be changed by my ministry.
    Rebuilding broken walls and broken lives.
    A deeper revelation of Father's heart.

    I waiting in anticipation.

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