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| i guess i was never made for any of this.i have no idea what to do anymore.time and time again i try to give my best,and yet, i end up a whole lot less.i am sorry i ain't what you made me up to be.i'll try harder.
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| sometimes, when you try you best,
you end up being a little less.
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| hello world.i haven't been here in a pretty long while so yup, here i am once again.i realize that i am only once in a while, after i have been occupying myself with something or like going through a phase in life that keeps me momentarily away from my cognitive self.and it is only after i finally come to terms with this fragment of my life do i find myself here letting loose.
today's epiphany:
forgive me if some of you peeps out there have like gained insights to this before i did but yeah.i just realized, despite the many differences we may have with regards to our innate personalities, the things that makes us truly human are the things that not only capable of bringing us together as individuals, but also the direct opposite.
the same desire and the same fervid inclination that we have for something, someone, will and eventually bring us together, as different entities of life (be it human or not), to a common frequency we are all able to relate to temporarily. however, therein lies a very fundamental problem.if there is homology in how we feel and react to various issues, there is bound to be the prevalence of an inherent divide that sets us apart on a more superficial extent.
objectively speaking, it is the same human traits that we share that not only brings us together, but also apart, when the issue at hand isn't all that accommodating.when interests clash alongside unwilling and uncompromising and sometimes irrational individuals, all that makes us a civilized and sophisticated breed of mammals will seem to take a backseat.
on a more neutral and somewhat, comforting note, there isn't always a target where we can all point our fingers at when it comes to issues involving human emotions.like the saying goes, visceral as we are truly are, inept we will always remain.things happen as a result of decisions made by people and decisions made are a result of how things have happened. truth is, we are all related to one another in this warped metaphysical state of being alongside our constant struggles with existentialism-related propositions.
for those who choose to opt for an overly-spontaneous optimistic view at life, i do not wish to dismiss your prerogative.its just that, sometimes,life isn't that all smooth sailing and based on personal experiences, it isn't hard for me to that conclude that sometimes, if not, most of the time, simplicity simply begets complexity.
to end off, i would like to quote my good friend Eka, who has aptly summed up the aforementioned last night when i was out with him: "I just realized how fucked up this world is." kudos to you Eka(:
take care homies.
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| nostalgia at its best,
saccharine smiles of yesteryears.
amidst the constant quibbles,
therein lies a deeper truth,
one of adolescent innocence.
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| cut me some slack,
throw me a rope.
please?
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