Wow it's been a long time! hee hee
well not really I wrote before to find out who was goin to the anime convention.
It was sweeeet~

I made new friends~
The first day, Friday was nice.
I went exploring and bought tons of stuff~
I saw Kirby there and mostly stayed with him~
Then we left and I realized on my home that I missed a good movie but I got the chance to download it a week later. hee hee

Saturday wa nice^^
I met a new friend on the restroom.  YES the restroom^^
It was funny to mention that.
I was in a maid outfit and met a friend in the restroom^^
When she was finished gettin ready I saw Kirby N it was funny
He heard his name but didn't see me
Kaori was surprised when she saw me
She was like  ANNIE??

I realized then that I was out of place with them.
Kevin, whom I already ruin the relationship with and his younge bro...
well I think.... >.<

There were other pplz, Sharon who called me BUNNY LADY   N   Jean~
AFTER they left I stayed with my friends whom I met @ in the restroom
I was alone

It was intresting talkin and enjoying the time~

Sunday was intresting~
Kirby I met up with again
The after party was fun because I met more pplz but mostly not that intresting~

I wished that I my friends were there to enjoy it~ oh well

But the reason I'm writing isn't because I wanted to write about the convention
I am writing because even now @ this moment I feel it.

2007 was the year where I learned to deal with the end~
BUT it's not an easy one~

2007 I had to deal w/Kurby's depression and that gave me time to break
and leave him alone but in the end I didn't and still am burdening him.
Now I don't hear from him and wonder if he is alive or not~
He is because I see updates in FACAEBOOK

My friendship w/Carols, Kevin, Lourdes
I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Carols was always a carin, lovin person who was there for me.
AND
I was always happy 2 hear that Kevin had someone to turn to!
This friendship was broken due to many problems on my end

Kevin, who said if I felt that he was my friend, he was.
BUT, even with the those feelin it never felt that he was.
he was always the one the was honestlt harsh.
That is reality!
BUT I always felt like I was always Kirby's girlfriend!
Always a friend's friend.

In any case I always known the situation.
I was never a part of them.
Each person acts differently and yet if I was truly thought of at least by one person things would have been different.
I realized after all the tears and truly feelin sorry
 I realized the answer I needed to let them go...............

I will con't my sorries.
Kevin, there are times that I really did feel like your friend, now that I thing about it!
From the beginning I was goin to get hurt!

Carols, you are someone I wouldn't forget because you would a sweet lovin person that was thoughtful
Someone who was always there like true friend

WOW I turned 24!!!!!
Today it rainned!  I went to Edgewater to see if there was anything I could get for Kirby~
But I found something that I didn't know if I should get him or not.
So I wondered around aimlessly.
Only to be scold by onichan.

It began to rain again and it kinda moved me to write.
It wa so weird today walkin like crazy in the rain and returned when the sora became sunny! hee hee
I feel better these days.
I had such a hard time.
Work is crazy as ever that it's really frustratin~ >.<

I got into another arugement w/my ka-san
More like...I feel like my words are gettin twisted when my brother says all I told my mom!

For the weekend before my b-day I spent it in NY.
I was gonna leave on Fri but oni wanted me to take my permit exam (which I faied!)
SO...Sat I went early in the morning to the DMV! >.<
After it was finished I went to Helen. 
She was workin another Sat.
I stayed w/her and watched the Bleach Movie.
Then, we spend time w/Ji Sung. 
We had cake and did other things.
Went to church and thought it was gonna be...
Well thing do change.
so
Helen, Sunny, and I went to Karaoke.
we were so crazy...hee hee

Sunday we went to an event. 
It was intrestin but I really didn't want to go from the beginnin~
I had fun and shit happened....

The day of my b-day was intresting
Everyone wished me a Happy B-day @ work.
Fred, Mommy (Sandra), Kirby, Tiffedy, Jasmin, Moh, Emily, Ricky
wished me Happy b-day!!!!
I got the book I ordered!
The last EP of Hana finished!

It's been a long time~
Many things have happened~
Winter came and gone away to be Summer w. killer weather that is burnin up
Went to church after a really long time
but was bad cause of family issues AGAIN

I will be movin again this time to NJ
And my ni-chan is punishin me >.<

If I can not pay $1000/month he wants me to give up on school
Though after some time he can't really stop me
I have to go no matter wat!
This is the one things I really cannot give up

I hope Kaori had a good time in AX~
Kevin took some nice pics~

I finally found a new love intrest.
He is major sweet but he got a thing for one of his friend.

I finally pick up some of the pieces and yes I still have intrest in my ex.

I have come to bad terms w/some of my friends.
My other tomodachi judge and bad mouth the other. 
It just hard to deal w/.

Somebody just kill me please!
ja mata