So i havent updated in about a month and a lot has happened...my best friend of almost 5 years, Katie Kennedy, passed away on July 11, 2007. It's been really hard on me...but even though i saw her in her casket and saw them take her to her grave i still dont think that it has fully hit me yet...like i still cant believe that i wont be able to call her up and tell her the latest gossip ive heard or who ive seen with who...i think its only going to get worse...the shitty thing was that me and Katie hadnt really been getting along up until the last week or two she was here...we had started talking again and were being civil...im glad that we did sorta make up but i still wish i wouldve had more time with her...i still need her here...there's so much that i need to tell her and that we need to do! I mean she was going to be my maid of honor in my wedding and i in hers and knowing that she wont be here to see that really hurts...I know that God obviously needed her more than I did but I know she's watching me from heaven...please keep her in your prayers...

i think im forgetting you.