| So I have been home for over a two weeks now, and I barely got to see anyone. It really sucks. All i have done is just sat on my bed and watched tv or I moved to the couch to watch tv. This seems like such a waste of a break, but then again the surgery will help me in the long run. I guess being essentially alone for all this time, with hardly any contact from anyone, except for a few people, makes me feel like i lost touch with my friends. Its strange how you tend to forget about people just because you don't see them any every day anymore...Well its not that you forget about the completely you just move them to the back of you mind but every once in a while you think to yourself "hey i wonder what they are doing?" or "You know i really miss (insert name here)." It makes me sad really that I do that, makes me feel likes a bad friend sometimes but i know it happens to everyone. Its the whole concept out of site out of mind. So I guess this year I am going to try to be better at being a friend. Because with out my friends and family I dont know what i would do.
Ok sorry that was a little bit of a rant i guess...dont know why but it just came over me and i felt like typing.
Sam
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| So i was told that getting your tonsils out was one of the most painful things for an adult. The pain isn't that bad...well it hurts like hell sometimes but the pain but the pain meds take care of that. The thing that is really getting to me is the insomnia. I am tired as hell but i cant fall asleep and when i do i have these weird far out dreams. The dreams play off of things i did that day and then add in people and things from other areas of my life. It is extremely weird. I also just cant get comfortable in bed...I have this amazing mattress but i just toss and turn. Most of the problems I have are with my pillows though. They hurt my head and make it uncomfortable but it does not normally. Any ideas what i should do?
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| I am so hungry...its unreal...but what sucks is i cant even eat jello! Its funny actually...oh well its a small price to pay!
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| So I know i say it every year but i really want to get in shape this year...yeah i know new years resolutions...yeah yeah ...i make it each year but i really want to do it this year i just need little push! So i am asking everyone to please push me to do it!
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