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Saturday, November 10, 2001

Well she did it and now is feeling really guilty about it. She sould kept it if she could I think but she is to afraid of her parents. I have been trying to cheer her up all I can. She seems to be so depressed. It's so sad when you must make choices because of how someone else wil react. She would have made a wonderful mother. I wonder if she ever thought about the fact that having the baby would make it to where she would never have to be alone again. Her idiot boyfriend called her this week the day after the abortion. He said he had changed his  mind and wanted to get married and be a family. To late. Much to late. She hung up on him.


Saturday, November 03, 2001

Technology is miraculous these days. I feel much better. Thanks to my 2 readers lol that have stayed with me. Ihave a question to pose and since I don't have that many readers, maybe you guys can ask around for me?

What do you think about abortion? Is it justified in some cases? No, I don't need an abortion but a dear friend of mine is thinking on it. She's unable to care for the baby and her boyfriend ran off shirking his responsibilities, screaming that it couldn't be his. She is so devastated that I am worried about her.

I don't think she can go through this by herself. I will help out all I can if she decides to kepp it but I am no more financially able than she is. Is abortion wrong in this case? Is it wrong no matter what the details? I don't think I could do it but I think it might be better for her. She isn't very stable right now. I think a pregnancy might cause a mental breakdown with all the other things she has been through in the past. She has had it so hard that I am surprised to see her even giving life a go her self. Help me out here people.

If her parents find out, they are extremist when it comes to religion. They will disown her completely and forever. They've already done it to her older sister. She knows that she can't make it alone, and she would be so alone if she has this child. I know she would love it but that's not the point. If she has it and gives it up for adoption, that doesn't help anything. Her family will find out and still desert her. I think this would send her over the edge and then she might harm herself. She has endured the deaths of 6 people close to her so far this year. Her life just never seems to turn around. Help please. This is so painful for me to watch.


Tuesday, October 30, 2001

Just wanted to pop in for a bit before classes. My first one is at 8 o'clock. My life has been the same old boring things. i need a bit of excitement in my life these days. I have nothing to write about. I think I've lost all my readers anyway. I just wanted to tell you that the reason I haven't been posting much is becaise I was in the hospital. My appendix burst. Then I just felt like hell for days because of those drugs.


Sunday, October 21, 2001

So what do you think of all this? An encyclopedia on terrorism no less.

Encyclopedia of Jihad

Associated Press

The Associated Press acquired an 11-volume Encyclopedia of Jihad, or holy war, reputedly stolen from the headquarters of bin Laden's fighters in Kandahar, also the home base of Afghanistan's Taliban rulers. Here is an overview of the index to that encyclopedia.

BOOK
 PRINCIPAL SUBJECTS ADDRESSED
 THE BOOK INCLUDES
 
Book 1: Explosives
 Eight chapters with diagrams and formulas to handle, manufacture and detonate explosives.
 How to disarm explosives; scientific theories; industrial terror; the use of liquid explosives.
 
Book 2: First aid
 Methods of first aid including the handling of psychological shock, the treatment of burns and electrical shocks.
 Describes the handling of several medical needs including delivering a child.
 
Book 3: Pistols, revolvers
 Illustrated guide to the care and use of pistols, revolvers and specialized hand-guns.
 Where to keep guns in the house and how to use silencers.
 
Book 4: Bombs, mines
 Illustrated manual on grenades, bombs mines, mine fields and mine war.
 Recipes for mines made of raw materials; how to pass through a mine field.
 
Book 5: Security, intelligence
 How to spy; kinds of security; military intelligence; sabotage; communications; security within Jihad; secret observation; assassination; brainwashing; protection of leaders; laws of sabotage; arms use.
 Punishment of spies, Muslim and non-Muslim; interrogation; analyzing information; psychological war; poison use; opening locks; U.S. military training; assassination by riding a motorcycle.
 
Book 6: Tactics
 Principals of war including battle organization, reconnaissance, infiltration, ambush; elaboration on incursion.
 Muslims are urged to follow the Jihad, established in Afghanistan against un-Islamic states and states where true Islam is not practiced.
 
Book 7: Weapons making
 The book consists mostly of diagrams of machinery for the manufacture of arms.
 On the manufacture of bullets and silencers; metal casting; the use of a steel files.
 
Book 8: Tanks
 The anatomy and history of tanks, their effectiveness and descriptions of different types.
 Cost of maintenance of tanks; how to drive a tank.
 
Book 9: Close fighting
 Physical fitness; aikido and other forms of self defense; how to overcome a rival.
 How to attack with knives, chairs; methods of releasing oneself from a grip.
 
Book 10: Topography area survey
 Natural directions; using a compass; topography; following directions on maps; military area survey; area survey apparatus.
 This book looks at the estimation and measurement of distance, height and speed for military use.
 
Book 11: Armament
 Use of small arms including antiaircraft arms, machine guns, rifles, antitank arms and artillery.
 Reviews mostly Russian weapons; offers practical details on the assembly, cleaning and use of weapons.
 


Saturday, October 20, 2001

Okay it's up and running. Everybdy go check out the new site for writers of hate mail here. It seems that many of us are recieving nasty emails from others that dont like our views on things so they will now be posted. Hate Mail

Rick has continued to call and fills up my answering machine every single day but i have a new guy now. it seems to be going well. please forgive my spelling on here. i want to read as many postings as possible and am pressed for time so i don't bother with spelling and such as much as i shoud. you can tell hah?



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