*sigh* ...supposin' it's time for an update (since april =P)...well this week's been kinda crazy let's start on...tuesday...went to go watch Charlie's angels ...the first movie i've watched in...like a month compared to hayden who watches a movie...like..um..every single day =P...well any way charlie's angels was pretty good tho it had a lot more @ss shots than the first ones...and i'm sure every guy who's reading this is runnin out to go watch it now...wednesday...man wednesday was crazy!! --- jane and carmy's crazy birthday bash --- quite the day of surprises. here's a quick sum-up...we wake them out of bed ...then breakfast at mcdicks ...lol...we were so loud there...i swear that old couple behind us were pissed off =P but oh well...all for the birthday girl cause...then we went to clinique for some girlie makeovers but carmel thought we were making her get a belly button ring =P hahaa i've never laughed harder...oh and mel also made them shirts with all our pics in the back that said "my friends got my back" but again we fooled carmel into thinking it said "i have a nice @ss" with an arrow pointing to her butt =P...then after clinique we went for some lunch and then "what a girl wants" movie at hen's house...THEN we surprised them with pics at sears -- which looked damn good i must say--- then the best part, me and ju took carmel and jane to the mall while everyone else prepared for dinner -- we had a scavanger hunt planned for them including getting a guy's phone # from buffalo - man, jane got picked up by so many guys =P --- and then after the whole mall thing...i took the bg's to francis and no.3 gave them 2 posterboards and felts and told them "make a sign that would get people to honk at you" so they wrote "please honk, it's our birthday"...haha they were so embarrassed - that's exactly what i like =D haha...so the girls had to get 10 ppl to honk at them before i would take them back to hen's house for dinner =P dinner, made by the guys was surprisingly...edible =P no, i hafta give them credit, they were quite the gentlemen...dinner was especially special with surprise performances by harold on guitar and hen and laurance on vocal...but the best part of dinner was of course the "ordered" airplanes...that was quite the surprise....finally to end off the night...the crew took a limo (a LIMO) to the fireworks...man that was the nicest limo i've ever seen...screw grad...it had like...small lights on the ceiling...that changed colors...it looked like...stars =p but all in all...it was one awesome nite...i hope carmel and jane had the time of their lives =D love to them...( a little pricey nite ) but if jane and carmel had a good b-day...iz all worth it =D newaz....more stuff happened on thursday...but i'm too tired to tell you bout that rite now...=) so love to all...bye

Simpson quote of the day: "When i'm kicking you that means HURRY UP!" - bonus points to whoever can figure out which episode that comes from =D

Well..still mellow right now..not a total anger management case. Altho...sister...still blah..yah newaz

YAY i get to take care of my cousin's gerbils ...and praying mantis...yup praying mantis.

all for today...back to watching simpsons....night all

oh my LORD can i be more pissed...my only inspiration in writing on this thing is when i'm pissed and holy hell i'm pissed...

NUMBER ONE: so my mom LOST my grad picks...holy shyt..honestly...STOP moving my stuff and blaming me for losing those damn pictures...and when i've been frickin' looking for the pictures you moved for like an hour you tell me to control MY TEMPER..hmm..okay...SHUTUP....losing MY TEMPER...my LORD. Maybe if you didn't freakin' move the pictures in the first place...it wouldn't be such a problem...guuh....

NUMBER TWO: so there's been a little symbolicness in my life this week...we're eating dinner and of course sister's boyfriend is over and he takes my seat...he MOVES on in on my seat..just like he moves on in on my life...so when was the last time i've seriously talked to my sister?...hmm..when she was freakin' single...guh...do they hafta spend every single g** aweful minute together...holy frick....seriously....YOU CAN BE APART!....it's possible..it can be done...so do it...

NUMBER THREE:...just a small annoyance...my brother tries to eat my subway instead of the one my mom got him and is like "well why do you get it?"...well maybe if you were home for dinner you could choose what you wanted...BUT...YOU WEREN"T ...get over it...it's mine...no touchies...

NUMBER FOUR: STILL CAN'T FIND MY FREAKIN' WATCH GUOIEJHW:EIHF....hate not knowing what time it is....

NUMBER FIVE: well...not another number...but i would so rather spend my whole day at school than here at home...how deranged is that? i'd rather be with stupid fat DOERKSEN than with my family....freakin' crap.....

It's only when i'm at home that i get so freakin' mad...but i'm not like this at school ...i'm sane...no TEMPER TO BE CONTROLLED THERE because people don't piss me off there...well...HMM...i won't get into that...geez i'm writing like a freakin' essay...so nice to RANT AND RAVE again....xanga serves it's purpose in mellowing me out a little...SO YES don't get freaked out by my angerness if you're reading this...just a way to cool off...hmm...should I make this public or private...oh i don't freakin' care...read what i got to say...i don't care....this is all for now...

simpson quote of the day: "I DECIDE WHEN....how bout now?"

man...so..frickin pissed today...where to begin?...stupid brother keeps taking the car..yah so I DRIVE TOO now...jeez...than stupid..mom...marks just don't impress her do they...i get a stupid bill and she's up my ass.than stupid fat ass doerkson making everything due "Well i told you a month ago it was due"...yah so no you didn't damn it...grr..feeling better...a little