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| Kinda how i feel..."Just Like You"
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
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| Guess what...I feel like shit again. I messed up again(imagine that). Yeah Marcota is not talking to me. I feel like crying and or ripping someone's head off. My step-dad got a job. Oh well. I want to show Marcota how much I love him and care about him. He means the world to me, and now he won't talk to me. What am I supposed to do? I might die without his love. To me, We've been through so much and we moved through it all together. I have to go ruin it everytime. He makes me WANT to live and WANT to love him more. Everyday I find a new reason to love him more. Me makes everyday seem special. I don't know how he does it or what he does, but I love him for it. For whoever is reading this, I'm 100% serious. I hate is when he won't talk, I don't know what to say or do. I don't want to make it worse. And if he is reading this, I'm sorry and I love you so much. Your the one I dream about. Think about every minute I live. I'm sorry I can't be perfect for you. You can tell me anything. Please tell me how I can improve. I can't go on like this. Not being able to feel your love makes me weak and I can't breathe. Well it's gettin hard to type through my tears, so I'll update this some other time...
love you all especially Marcota
-Sadie | | |
| Hey yall, look I'm alive...ha. Anyways...single,crushing,very very torn. I like 2 very specials guys and another but I really don't think there is anything between me and him. I need help. My parents...omg my parents, I want to kill them all! I want a bf, but I almost feel wierd about it all and it seems like it won't work and I'll end up hurting someone else. I want someone strong to lean on and someone to hold that will be there for me. You can't exactly find guys like that anymore, all the guys want anymore is sex sex and more sex. I want to be in a band or get out out of the house and do something with my friends but no, my parents forbid me from having any fun whatsoever. Hell my fucking step dad won't let me go to the stupid football games anymore. So if anyones want to do anythign sometime just forget it because odds are I won't be able to, SORRY. Well I don't think I have anything else to say, so I'll write again some other time I guess. Love you all, Byes! | | |
| update...Well, I hate a bf now but things are going downhill. Awhile back i almost commited suicide but im good now. I like 2 guys still. I shattered Nicks heart....lets see wat other pain have i caused. Ya know sometimes i think noone really reads this...why do i have the feeling to write this crap all the time. I'm kinda wantin school to start up again so i could see my friends and not be so bored all the time. Jj is a really nice bf but i jus dont see myself with him later in life and he jus inst really my type. He can get overly prtective too and i dont like it much. My birthday is in 25 days so keep in mind wat ur gunna get me...jk um so ill talk with u people later.....byes | | |
| Hahahahahaha guess what! I'm single once again. Me and Jon broke up, so yes I'm heart broken once again. I got me a electric guitar. It's awesomeness. I wish I could be with one guy for a long time again but I think I ruined that chance. I haven't gotten any sleep the past few nights because I've been thinkin about it so much. Well that pretty much the lastest stuff...I'll talk to you people later...byes | | |
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