To: the one who always stood by me, the one that never failed to make me laugh for hours at a time, the one I connected to the moment we spoke at the lockers...

I miss you...i really really do...

I'm sorry for how things turned out, nobody regrets it more than I. Please believe me. This has been so miserable. I never thought this would happen between us, but now that it has...all i can say is that I've realized you mean more to me than I ever wouldve thought possible. And I had long ago valued you beyond anything...

I Love You Pex

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I've realized that it's one of the scariest feelings when someone you know and who knows you better than anyone else ever could, comes so close to becoming someone you knew. Your friendship kept me sane for the past 5 - 6 years...and it felt like it was all ruined in a single moment. And i acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, i didn't think it did...but when we let go and came face to face with the reality of how things turned out, i realized that it hurt more than anything in the world.

Maybe this all ended up the way it did because once upon a time, we were best friends. And yes, there’s been a lot of bad stuff in between...but none of that matters right now.. You need me, i'm there.. Anytime, any place, anywhere. No matter what we do to eachother or whatever happens to us, i know i could never get over, let go, or forget you.

In the end, i guess that sometimes things have to fall apart, to make you realize just how much you need them to fall back together.