Rumors are spread in two seconds flat.
she did this && he did that .
I don't give a fuck. So go spread that.

It's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar.
that's the way it feels when i see him touching her.
it's like falling face first into a bed a of broken glass

It's eating at me like cancer,
i need to know the answer.
It's a simple yes or no;
should i love you,
or let you go?
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Your love is the barrel of a gun.
So tell me, am i on the right end?

A priest and a rabbi were walking down the street,

on the other side they saw a young boy walking.
The priest looked at the rabbi and said,

"Let's screw him!", the rabbi replied, "Outta what?"

you're such a sucker
for a sweet talker

hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins,
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me,
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.

I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for the simple reason
that I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life

it's times like these, where silence means everything

the truth
is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

without it all
i'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something

If bullets make you dance, I’ll sing straight to your heart...

just cut yourself up like cheap coupons

and say death was on sale...

I'd rather hear your drunken truths, than your sober lies.

I'm sleeping my way out of this one

With anyone who will lie down.

I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You are running after something
That you will never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

I confess, I messed up
dropping "I'm sorrys" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
said "hey kid you'll never live this down"

sorry about the lack of updates. I JUST got back in town today after being gone for a week... so i PROMISE there will be a new one up very very very soon!

xxx

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Do you believe in love at first sight?
Cause you look so graceful burning alive

(DDG=love)

lets set the stage on fire.

Hollywood will be jealous.

</33 (DDG = love)

This wont mean a thing come tomorrow
&& that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem
Cause I’m still not sleeping
Thinking I’ve crawled home from worse than this.

& I cant blame
anyone for cutting me,
because in the end,
I realize I’m the one
who gave them the knife

So, what's your addiction?
The pain, the emptiness, the high?
Maybe we all just want to feel alive.
So cut up your arms,
Restrict all your food.
And take hit, after hit, after hit

I’ve been waiting to break since I woke up this morning.

Be kind to everyone.
You may not be
able to save a person,
but at least you weren't
one of the people who didn't try

You make me want to scream
& pull my hair
but in
a sexual "oh I love you" kind of way

Shot through the heart
& your to blame.
Darling; you give love a bad name

Red wine and the cigarettes.
Hide your bad habits underneath the patio

Maybe if you'd had stopped to think
What made those scissors sink
You could have saved us both
By stopping me from taking
that extra dose

You don’t know I slit my wrists
you'll tell me I'll be okay but I
know I wont.
You can sit there as much
as you like, telling me I’m special
but you will never know the pain I
hold inside. With this razor blade
in my hand,
my hate takes over me

And I swear if I could take your pain
and frame it and hang it on my wall,
maybe you would never have to hurt at all.
Painting pictures in red and blue,
a portrait bruise just like you

Class dismissed.
Homework for this evening is experiment
the body's intake of poisonous
cleansing products. A golden star
for the ones sent to the ER

No one knew the things she would hide
all the emotions bottled up inside
She couldn't keep back the urge to cry.
With each passing day, a part of her would die

Once upon a time
I was a happy and optimistic little girl
Once upon a time
I was always kind and sweet to all
Once upon a time
the only cuts I had were
from the playground
Once upon a time
I was okay

Did you ever dream of
The sirens of the ambulance
waking up in the emergency room
and hearing the doctors say
"she isn't going to make it"
just so you could find out who really
cared about you

Hello darkness my old friend,
I've come to talk to you again

Another day like this
Could be the end of me

You think seeing my scars is tough?
Try being the one who makes them

She lived like a murder
but she died like suicide

And there are times when you
don’t want to wake up
because you know
that reality hurts

People say they wish they had a
happy ending, I wish I had a story

Forget about perfect,
I was trying not to be worthless

Take a look in the mirror;
tell me, what do you see?
I’d take a bullet for you,
but you'd put a bullet through me

& if I bleed,
I’ll bleed knowing you don't care
& if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there

Be strong now
because things will get better.
It might be stormy now,
But it can't rain forever

The only thing worse than a
broken heart is knowing
you'd give anything for a another chance

Some people are just born
with tragedy in their veins

The bad thing about a girl
with a broken heartout the pieces
to anyone who comes around

If tears made you pretty, I’d be fucking beautiful

She sits in a corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around promises
that no one seems to keep

why
it never meant a thi