DAMN, its mad nice/hot out! 

can you hear the music?

if so, ladies...ooo move your body girl..make the fellaz go...

WHOA!

*ugh.. this song is sooooOooOooo played out!

k, i'm done. peace!

spring break has officially popped off and its gonna be off the meat rack. lmao the fam and i are goin' to the PHiLiPPiNES for a whole week! and i couldn't be anymore happier. it'll be shitloads of fun meng; clubbin' 'till way beyond the wee hours, the beach and what not. it'll be like those days before i moved back here to jersey from the p.i. *sigh* those were the days -=)

so with that said ..

i won't be updating for awhile cause tomorrow i'll be on a plane on the way to the islands. lol i'm leaving in an hour or so for the airport. the flight is at 12:05 in the kissin' AM. a bit late in the night dontcha' think? but hey, i ain't complaining -- i'm going back to the motherland. i'll see all of you soon! mwaaaaaa* peace. enjoy your spring break! one

I MISS THE PHILIPINES!

i'm so stressed out.  i hate school so fucking much with a passion! teachers have been loading me up on some stupid bullshit essays left and right. cuhhrazyyy! today i had to come in late to school because i was working on my four page essay so late into the night & then ended up waking up type late. good thing my parents gave me permission. thas whassup! i really hate school. why even go? why does my future have to be determined on my education? *ugh!* i'm just doin' this to make the rents proud.

my spirits were lifted when i saw my love at school. -=) he wasn't feeling too well either. aww, poor booboo! he told me the only way he could feel somewhat better is if he got to see me. -=D *sniffles* how sweet? lol but i think it wouldve been a tad bit better if he stayed home. i took him home after school. i nursed him, fed him, and made him take a nap for a lil' 'till 4:30ish. his mom came to pick him up and now i'm here updating this shit cause i'm bored a fuck! someone get the boredom away from me meng! seriously.

mayn! i'm so tired of all you stupid cunts on my tits all the time. i ain't gonna say any names cause i don't wanna blow they spots up. they got some serious issues that needa get resolved. why don't you get suttin' betta else to do than clutch onto my butt cheeks all the fucking time! i don't understand you fucked up bitches. you make up such ridiculous reasons to hate like, "you talked to my boyfriend"? now thats fucked up. go assumin' shit without even analyzin' the REAL facts. oh man, is it a crime to talk to some other girl's man in friendly terms? some bitches can't get that through their thick immature skulls. you claim you gonna lace me up just because of that shit? watever. i don't give a shit 'bout this anymore. i suggest we just dead the beef cause you wasting my valuable time. so peace out! have a nice life y'all. i would think by now y'all would start the new year out fresh.

i'm craving for some chinese food! FOOOOOOOOD! 

wats good? ..

life. its been absolutely wonderful .. no complaints about it - i looove it. -=) sure it has its unfortunate downs 'nd all, but overcoming it only brings the ups back! i have a great boyfriend. *gasp!* das righ, i have a bf to finally hold me down and it couldn't be any better. i love this guy. from the moment i met this guy, he just amazed me so much. there was something about him that attracted me to him. not only his looks attracted me but his personality most importantly. aannnd he feels the same way about me. so its a vice versa kind of thing. lol. but anyway, enough of that - don't feel like gettin' too elaborate on my relationship with my significant other here. *teehee*

dear rahbeka, don't stress on the situation your in right now. stay up and stay strong - don't let anyone like him bring you down. if he wants you to throw your life away then its pretty obvious .. he doesn't really care for your well-being. i say dead that herb and try exploring new niqqaz out there. yah hear me ma? cos you deserve bettuh than that bitch. your my friend and i'm here to look out of yah cos we've been tight eva since the get go! and i know you'd do the same thing for me. if you can't find the strength and courage to drop the bottom line .. then i'll do it for ya! oookkkk???!! hehe. see you tomorrow my pakistani sistah! -=D

aigh y'all, i'm ghost! *one

i'm moving to queenz! thats right! no need to adjust your monitors peoples. no big move though. i'm only moving a state away which is only a mere 30-40 minute ride depending on traffic congestions. -=) lol. yup .. we're moving to queens,nyc cause the parental units found a need to live closer to my lola cause she's at the point in her life where she needs more assistance and family close by her. nah'mean? i believe my moms and pops plan on moving sometime next month. *GOODBYE JERSEY CITY!* i'm gonna miss it oh so much. i'ma miss my school heads on the realzzz & the environment in general. its gonna be tough, but i gotta look on the brighter side of the situation and realize i'll be alot closer to some of my friends in ny. thats whassup! so anyways, enough of that ..

saturday i went to this party in the bronx with gayle and tiffany. -=) it was cool considering we were only the filipino people there. turns out it was a jump off full of hispanics [ricans, cubans, dominicans, younameit!]. the only worse part of the night was riding the subway in bronx at 12:35 in the motherkissin' AM! =O but it was funNn having a late ass walk around manhattan afterwards. even though most of the shops were closed, i still enjoyed gazing at all the displays and signs that said 50% off. haha. anyways, the party was chill--i got some digits! *HOKAY!* lolz. i danced with a rican hottie. -=D he was so nice too. we talked afterwards. turns out this dude lives in jersey city. *ching ching jackpot!* he gave me his number and we're planning on chilling next weekend. and he's such a gentleman. can't wait for next weekend. *teehee*

today was alright. went to the city again with my girl ingrid. -=) the weather was perfect! ingrid said she forgot to go to church earlier so we both caught a mass at st. patricks. what can i say? we're church goers. so anyway, we shopped, explored the streets of nyc and subway'd around for fun anticipating to find the loves of our lives. haha. but that didn't happen. the day went perfect but now i have escuela tomorrow! the only class i like is art. cause it drawing and what not relieves my stress away.

btw, sims 2 in comin' out for the pc soon!  aw shizzle. i'm such a dork, but i don't give two fuckz. i know damn well some of you wankstahz are gonna cop it for yourselves. lolz. dont deny!

peace. mwa* 1