| I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU im bored as fuck. wiggity whack. but im super pumped for the summer its been raining like every fuckin day and the grass is all green and the flowers are poppin their little heads out. and ive only got like a month left of school. sweeeet. so i woke up still drunk yesterday, smoked a couple bowls, drank a couple beers and decided that instead of going to class i would go do this: 
yeah newest addition to my silly little face. well have a good thursday and a crunkled weekend, <3 |
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| haaaa xanga, bitchin disco im sick of this place. im sick of the way it makes me feel. im sick of not being productive. im sick of my friends in kansas city thinking that because im busy and an hour and a half away that i like dont call them enough or see them enough. its hard man, hard enough on its own i dont need other people adding to the shit feeling. im sick of this place im at in life, bad harmony. i get so fucking homesick i cry myself to sleep and im not a cryer it makes me feel like a huge pussy. but i know if i went home it wouldnt be the same. id be a fucking quitter and my dad would be pissed and i would probably be a lot more bored and have a lot more rules and shit. but i think id be happy, and i want to be 100% happy again i miss the fuck out of that feeling. my grades are shitty, i have 10 dollars and 64 cents for the next two months, i dont feel quality in my friendships down here like i had in kansas city even if i do love these manhattan people more than anything. its like we have good times but thats all there is, no fucking substance. like if something happened none of them would have my back or probably even care. but they are amazing and the coolest fucking people i could ever find so im not too worried, just havent got to that level of friendship yet. and then theres that feeling you get when you just kind of know that something disappointing is about to happen and your stomach sinks. yeah well i get that about every 5 minutes. and its hard to have that feeling when you love life so much and know how lucky you are. its like im the happiest person in the world but the atmospheres just gettin me down. weirdest fucking thing to try to explain. its friday though, things are gonna get better i just need to chill and rock out to sublime. so thats exactly what im gonna do pour me somethin tall and strong make it a hurricane before i go insane its only half past 12 but i dont care its five o'clock somewhere 
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 those people |
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ill be your little devil i wish every day was halloweenie i got a new bird, now the little bird family de andrea = homeboy baby blue, doobie mcdonalds, and chong....hopefully they will live in their golden castle and be merry together |
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| YOUR MOM GOES TO COLLEGE
miss you hanz bananz and becker boo and steph dawg and any other shithead that reads this |
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