All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you

~Tamia

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Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

~Story of the Year

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There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

~Usher/Alysha Keys

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Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see

~Kelly Clarkson

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It's hard to function in life when every waking minute I'm thinking if you.  You've been gone so long how can I even think straight.  The times aren't fading though and your still a clear sharp image in my mind.  An image that no matter what, no matter how long, no matter the circumstance...will never be erased from my mind.  I'm in love with you.  I knew it from the first day I met you.  I'm destined to spend the rest of my life with you.  I'm in love with you.  I worry. Not that we won't be together.  Not that we will fight, not that we will cheat, not that we will break up but that I will not be able to see you. I'm crying now just thinking I'm writing these words about you.  Whenever I touch you and hug you it sends ripples through my body.  A wave of pleasure but a feeling like a thousand butterflies are in my stomach. How does that happen? It's unexplainable but something that doesn't need explaining in the first place.  I love you.  That's all there is to it. <3

Okie guys so I'm guessin I should actually write in here for once in my life since I haven't been in here since what was it....like may? or march or one of those.  So anywayz, I'm really glad to see sum ppl came to see my site the last time I posted....I will be hittin u ppl up in response.  And yes if your wondering, I just realized I had some comments lol.  Like 5 months later.  Anyways, I think I need to get my life tog.  So i've started driving this summer and I got in two accidents in the span of abt two weeks.  *NOTE the accidents did not involve other cars.  just immoble objects such as guard rails and curbs.  Well my mom grounded me for that and right when things were getting better she got all menopausal on me again and grounded me on top of that.  So basically I have no cell, can't talk on the house fone, no car, grounded till I'm 18, and I'm not supposed to be online. But i have to have some communication to the outside world!!!!  Well whatever.  So I got my braces off and my eyese are green now.  I must say, I am smokin.  Oh and tomorrow is our powderpuff game.  I am pumped and ready to kick sum senior bootay. Oh yea baby. Anywho I'm sick so I better get sum rest.  Peace n hair grease. Muah

Wow..I haven't written in here fer years and a day!!!!!!!  I hope every1 missed me! lol jk jk.  So officially the story of my life happened last nite.  So Dirty Phil totally left me after we "chilled".  Then I had to call his friends to pick me up.. It was so funny cuz the guy goes, "just cuz I hang with them doesn't mean I like them" I was like wow....     So yea then they took me home and they were all pissed that phil and jon did that to me so after my hysteria of tryin to find a ride home...I thought it was the funniest thing ever.  Then surprisingly Jarrod called..hmm I dont' even know if that's how he spells his name but w/e....and we talked forever and a day...he's so nice!! And Marshall was supposed to cum over but i fell asleep. It was probly fer the better anywayz since he was in trouble and would have to sneak out.  And when I say in trouble I hella mean he was arrested and needs to see his po sumtime this week.  LOL. Story of my fuckin life tho...I need to get with sum1 who doesnt get into shit or pull shit on me...o well.  But yea I dunno what else to write so I'll be back later...miss me much! *muah*

I offically know what the best song ever is....HOT N WET.  There are almost no words.  As said by ma home boy, "those are the two best adjectives ever said".  And I think he's right .  I mean have you ever heard a more perfect song to get down to in a club, play for sum1 u like, or just listen to when you are out wit yo girls.  Plus, I think this song just reminds me of PHIL GOODELL all the way so that's why I like it so much.  I remember on the phone once he was singin 112 to me and he said they were like his favorite group.  And I kno I need to get over him!!! Seein as he got kicked outta skool for drug trafficking....hmmm and I used to like him?! haha o well....I think I like that bad boy image.  And that is almost a fact b/c just recently I found out that a guy I used to like for 3 years went off to the jail in Elko.  YES, that's just fuckin awesome. I go for the damn stupid asses who get themselves locked up!

Well anywayz, tonite I'm goin to the Baby Bash and Frankie J. concert at the New Oasis.  My bud JP is takin me b/c he bought tix to take one of his other friends but supposedly she's bein a bitch so he doesn't feel like takin her anymore.  Yay for me! But yah so I g2g finish damn hw....

hey!!! omg it's been so damn long since I've written. I dunno what the hell was goin on for awhile cuz it would come up sayin I had parental controls.  Yah but ne wayz, it's almost halloween!!! YAH, no school!!! When is this ever goin to happen again?! Yah who knows who cares.  Even thought I don't know what I'm doing yet...all I know is that I'm freakin excited.  O and it's also pat's bday on Thursday...so HAPPY BDAY!!

Damn I can't get enuf of these cute ass smilies hahaha.  NATHAN is so hot! But he's such an ass...I dunno if I can deal with it.  JAMESON is also pretty fine but I don't think he's interested.  And JESSE...well who knows bout that kid.  Well I g2g right now but I'll be back later to rite more!