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Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 11:38:25 GMT

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you

~Tamia

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Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

~Story of the Year

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There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

~Usher/Alysha Keys

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Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see

~Kelly Clarkson

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It's hard to function in life when every waking minute I'm thinking if you. You've been gone so long how can I even think straight. The times aren't fading though and your still a clear sharp image in my mind. An image that no matter what, no matter how long, no matter the circumstance...will never be erased from my mind. I'm in love with you. I knew it from the first day I met you. I'm destined to spend the rest of my life with you. I'm in love with you. I worry. Not that we won't be together. Not that we will fight, not that we will cheat, not that we will break up but that I will not be able to see you. I'm crying now just thinking I'm writing these words about you. Whenever I touch you and hug you it sends ripples through my body. A wave of pleasure but a feeling like a thousand butterflies are in my stomach. How does that happen? It's unexplainable but something that doesn't need explaining in the first place. I love you. That's all there is to it. <3

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:33:37 GMT

Okie guys so I'm guessin I should actually write in here for once in my life since I haven't been in here since what was it....like may? or march or one of those. So anywayz, I'm really glad to see sum ppl came to see my site the last time I posted....I will be hittin u ppl up in response. And yes if your wondering, I just realized I had some comments lol. Like 5 months later. Anyways, I think I need to get my life tog. So i've started driving this summer and I got in two accidents in the span of abt two weeks. *NOTE the accidents did not involve other cars. just immoble objects such as guard rails and curbs. Well my mom grounded me for that and right when things were getting better she got all menopausal on me again and grounded me on top of that. So basically I have no cell, can't talk on the house fone, no car, grounded till I'm 18, and I'm not supposed to be online. But i have to have some communication to the outside world!!!! Well whatever. So I got my braces off and my eyese are green now. I must say, I am smokin. Oh and tomorrow is our powderpuff game. I am pumped and ready to kick sum senior bootay. Oh yea baby. Anywho I'm sick so I better get sum rest. Peace n hair grease. Muah

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Sat, 01 May 2004 13:01:50 GMT

Wow..I haven't written in here fer years and a day!!!!!!! I hope every1 missed me! lol jk jk. So officially the story of my life happened last nite. So Dirty Phil totally left me after we "chilled". Then I had to call his friends to pick me up.. It was so funny cuz the guy goes, "just cuz I hang with them doesn't mean I like them" I was like wow.... So yea then they took me home and they were all pissed that phil and jon did that to me so after my hysteria of tryin to find a ride home...I thought it was the funniest thing ever. Then surprisingly Jarrod called..hmm I dont' even know if that's how he spells his name but w/e....and we talked forever and a day...he's so nice!! And Marshall was supposed to cum over but i fell asleep. It was probly fer the better anywayz since he was in trouble and would have to sneak out. And when I say in trouble I hella mean he was arrested and needs to see his po sumtime this week. LOL. Story of my fuckin life tho...I need to get with sum1 who doesnt get into shit or pull shit on me...o well. But yea I dunno what else to write so I'll be back later...miss me much! *muah*

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Sun, 09 Nov 2003 18:49:36 GMT

I offically know what the best song ever is....HOT N WET. There are almost no words. As said by ma home boy, "those are the two best adjectives ever said". And I think he's right . I mean have you ever heard a more perfect song to get down to in a club, play for sum1 u like, or just listen to when you are out wit yo girls. Plus, I think this song just reminds me of PHIL GOODELL all the way so that's why I like it so much. I remember on the phone once he was singin 112 to me and he said they were like his favorite group. And I kno I need to get over him!!! Seein as he got kicked outta skool for drug trafficking....hmmm and I used to like him?! haha o well....I think I like that bad boy image. And that is almost a fact b/c just recently I found out that a guy I used to like for 3 years went off to the jail in Elko. YES, that's just fuckin awesome. I go for the damn stupid asses who get themselves locked up!

Well anywayz, tonite I'm goin to the Baby Bash and Frankie J. concert at the New Oasis. My bud JP is takin me b/c he bought tix to take one of his other friends but supposedly she's bein a bitch so he doesn't feel like takin her anymore. Yay for me! But yah so I g2g finish damn hw....

Sunday, October 26, 2003

Sun, 26 Oct 2003 12:50:39 GMT

hey!!! omg it's been so damn long since I've written. I dunno what the hell was goin on for awhile cuz it would come up sayin I had parental controls. Yah but ne wayz, it's almost halloween!!! YAH, no school!!! When is this ever goin to happen again?! Yah who knows who cares. Even thought I don't know what I'm doing yet...all I know is that I'm freakin excited. O and it's also pat's bday on Thursday...so HAPPY BDAY!!

Damn I can't get enuf of these cute ass smilies hahaha. NATHAN is so hot! But he's such an ass...I dunno if I can deal with it. JAMESON is also pretty fine but I don't think he's interested. And JESSE...well who knows bout that kid. Well I g2g right now but I'll be back later to rite more!

Monday, September 22, 2003

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 22:00:16 GMT

woo woo...gettin back in the game baby...I guess PHIL and I have "plans" this weekend . He's been gettin in more and more trouble tho and I guess he was just suspended for the past 5 days for possesion. Ummmm o well haha. But it sux that everytime I talk to him he's all messed up, well I gots to deal wit that.

I finally have filipino friends at skool, lmao. They're pretty tite and today EJ gave me sum mamon and fuck it was good....I forgot how good filipino food was. N e wayz, I was at my coz's house yesterday and the creepy guy that was starin at me at their last party was thurr. He started comin over to me but then I was talkin on ma phone so he walked off...THANK GOD.

I've been stressin lately wit my butt load of hw...can we say stress pimples.

O and tomorrow is my math groups presentation. Our song goes a lil sumthin like this:

Like a function, graphed for the very first time. Like a function, when your f(x) touches y.

Creative yah? I thought so. We're goin for the VMA's xtina, brit, madonna thing except wit out the "big kiss"

Good times....

Thursday, September 18, 2003

Thu, 18 Sep 2003 20:12:47 GMT

AY! I'm back yo...let's get things pOPpin!>!>! Ne wayz, it's been hmmmmm like 2 damn weeks since I've written but I've been busy as hell....So much has happened and I don't even kno where to start. So I'll guess I'll just randomly go off and summarize things.

My sex buddy ANTHONY left for army boot camp. 10 weeks without him...I dunno how I'm gonna make it but it's all good yo...He wrote me a letter saturday and I just got it today. He is such a cute kid.

PAT who I used to like is goin out wit ANDREA. Well thas aight I guess it's his loss . I'm sensin sumthin'll go down in the next two months but I guess we'll just have to wait n see.

KEVIN almost got me killed yesterday along wit the other 5 ppl we stuffed in his car when he was takin us to taco bell. Hmmm lets see...he was speedin, he made a u turn at a stop sign makin sum old guy have a heart attack and swerve outta the way, and he drove on the opposite side of the road....I thought I was gonna die ...yah I dunno why I put a smiley next to that but hey it's all good.

I need a b/f ahhhhh I got's to get ma mack on cuz ANTHONY is gonna be gone for sooooo freakin long.

Monday, September 01, 2003

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 03:35:44 GMT

Melissa3688 [12:11 AM]: hi...have you ever heard of scabies?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:11 AM]: naw
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:11 AM]: whos dis
Melissa3688 [12:11 AM]: wanna?
Melissa3688 [12:11 AM]: kelley
Melissa3688 [12:11 AM]: who u be
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:11 AM]: john
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:11 AM]: wanna wha?
Melissa3688 [12:12 AM]: wanna kno?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:12 AM]: aiite
Melissa3688 [12:12 AM]: butt lice
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:12 AM]: oo
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:12 AM]: lol
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:12 AM]: weird ass shit
Melissa3688 [12:12 AM]: exactly...on ur ass
Melissa3688 [12:12 AM]: ur a quick learner
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:12 AM]: uh huh...
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: wait I don't kno u!
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: who the hell is this
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: omg ur stalkin me
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:13 AM]: gay ass..
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: I can't believe I just told u bout my butt lice
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: it itches so bad
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: it's all ur fault
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:13 AM]: uh huh..
Melissa3688 [12:13 AM]: no only guys can have gay asses
Melissa3688 [12:14 AM]: I only have lice ass
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:14 AM]: das koo
Melissa3688 [12:14 AM]: o ok...u want some?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:14 AM]: yea sure..
Melissa3688 [12:14 AM]: come over
Melissa3688 [12:14 AM]: it's an std tho
Melissa3688 [12:14 AM]: so hopefully u don't mind
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:14 AM]: stead?
Melissa3688 [12:15 AM]: reno?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:15 AM]: u live in stead?
Melissa3688 [12:15 AM]: reno
Melissa3688 [12:15 AM]: ?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:15 AM]: i c..
Melissa3688 [12:15 AM]: u live in stead?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:15 AM]: naw
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:16 AM]: id only go to stead foe a gine ass gril
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:16 AM]: girl
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:16 AM]: fine
Melissa3688 [12:16 AM]: well u have TWO lice ass lesbo girls here
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:16 AM]: doesnt matta if they're lesbo's as long as they fine
Melissa3688 [12:16 AM]: so do lots o ppl in stead have butt lice or what
Melissa3688 [12:16 AM]: we fine
Melissa3688 [12:16 AM]: wit butt lice
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:16 AM]: shit..
Melissa3688 [12:17 AM]: shit what
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:17 AM]: thats wha they all say
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:17 AM]: we fine
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:17 AM]: when u see them
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:17 AM]: damn..
Melissa3688 [12:17 AM]: fine come over then
Melissa3688 [12:17 AM]: we'll share the wealth
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:17 AM]: naw is koo
Melissa3688 [12:17 AM]: butt lice don't bite...
Melissa3688 [12:17 AM]: sumtimes
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:18 AM]: u got a pic?
Melissa3688 [12:18 AM]: at my hizzouse
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:18 AM]: not at the comp u got?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:19 AM]: not the somp yo usin rite now?
Melissa3688 [12:19 AM]: nop
Melissa3688 [12:19 AM]: e
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:19 AM]: i c..
Melissa3688 [12:19 AM]: u got a pic?
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:19 AM]: naw
Melissa3688 [12:20 AM]: well it's good ur not comin over then cuz u could be nappy
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:20 AM]: i guess..
Melissa3688 [12:20 AM]: so u r
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:20 AM]: did i say that?
Melissa3688 [12:21 AM]: u said u guessed
Melissa3688 [12:21 AM]: u admitted it yo
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:21 AM]: damn wtf u been smokin
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:21 AM]: or maybe them damn lice got all the way up into yo ass
Melissa3688 [12:21 AM]: ur moms butt lice
Melissa3688 [12:21 AM]: no just around the rim
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:21 AM]: yea...
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:21 AM]: is that all u do onloine
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:21 AM]: online
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: im people
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: n tell them shit
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: cuz u got no life?
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: not shit...butt lice
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: what r u doin online them mo fo
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: if ur so great
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: yo
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: foo
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: talk to friends stupid ass
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: that's what I'm doin
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: fawkin loser
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: stupid ass
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: so I'm the fawk now
Melissa3688 [12:22 AM]: naw I'm tha shit
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:22 AM]: thats y u jus busted out imin sumone u dont know
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: I kno u
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: hommie
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: g
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:23 AM]: u prolly do look like shit
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: dawg
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:23 AM]: shit..
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: food stamp
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: is that all u know?
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: shit?
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: it comes out ur ass
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:23 AM]: is that wha u like to eat?
Melissa3688 [12:23 AM]: who told u I was into that
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:23 AM]: u
Melissa3688 [12:24 AM]: o rite...it turned ya on
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:24 AM]: haha...u turn sumone on..
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:24 AM]: that would be amazin
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:24 AM]: ur a fawkin turn off
Melissa3688 [12:24 AM]: that's why we both got b/fs
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:24 AM]: we?
Melissa3688 [12:24 AM]: ur a fawkin fawker
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:24 AM]: yo on crack now
Melissa3688 [12:24 AM]: yah theres 2 of us
Melissa3688 [12:24 AM]: no just butt lice
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: in our cracks
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: big cracks
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: faults really
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:25 AM]: uh huh..
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: thats wat I say
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: yo
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: foo
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: g
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: dawg
Melissa3688 [12:25 AM]: nizzle
Melissa3688 [12:26 AM]: food stamp
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:26 AM]: nigguh
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:26 AM]: please
Melissa3688 [12:26 AM]: chigga plz
Melissa3688 [12:26 AM]: I aint black
Melissa3688 [12:26 AM]: foo
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:26 AM]: aiite then..
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: can't cum up wit n e thing creative?
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: butt lice ho
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: u be
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: woo woo
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: holla
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: holla
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: fo sho
Melissa3688 [12:27 AM]: P.I.M.P
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:27 AM]: crazy bitch
Melissa3688 [12:28 AM]: ur mom
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:29 AM]: first of all
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: ur butt itches to
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: I knew it
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: we can help each other
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:29 AM]: ur sn is melissa n yo name is kelley
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:29 AM]: wtf is that
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:29 AM]: u must be on crack
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: duh there's 2 of us
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: kelley n melissa
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: foo
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: yo
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: mo
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: fo
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: g
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: dawg
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:29 AM]: nigguh
Melissa3688 [12:29 AM]: good one
Melissa3688 [12:30 AM]: chiggah
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:30 AM]: fawkin wasngsta
Melissa3688 [12:30 AM]: ur dad is 1
Melissa3688 [12:30 AM]: he's a mudder fooker
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:31 AM]: atleast i got a dad bastard
Melissa3688 [12:31 AM]: mine is in the next room hommie
Melissa3688 [12:31 AM]: homie*
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:31 AM]: r u sure??
SKR3AMINSOUL [12:31 AM]: lol
Melissa3688 [12:32 AM]: ha...
Melissa3688 [12:32 AM]: ha....
Melissa3688 [12:32 AM]: hha

Saturday, August 30, 2003

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 21:21:38 GMT

Hmmmm well I guess my song a day thing didn't work...but it was a good try . Ne way, skools been pretty tite n I finally went to lunch wit PAT on Friday n it was such funny shit...I was drinkin his soda n I totally did a backwash thing in his cup it was funny as hell yet embarrassing like no other . But guess u had to be there!

Tomorrow my friends are comin over....I wanna go to the rib cook off!!!!!! I hope I can .

I need a b/f....

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 21:43:52 GMT

I've decided to start dedicating one song a day to different people to show how I feel about them since it's hard for me to really express how I feel about sum ppl.

To Phil~ "Stuck" by: Stacie Orrico

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

[Chorus]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus]