| well i am back again to xanga. hello everyone. i know i have been distant but thats because i have been going through some changes in my life. some of the changes have pushed people away and some have hurt and some have caused great joy and happiness. i have been reading a book called ' Conversations with God' it is undefinable the only thing i can say about it is that you should read it. it is a conversation with God. i always hear about answered prayers and see them and now i realize that we answer those prayers. God is real and alive. He is you. He is me. We are I AM. it just has to be remembered. now i know reading that might seem kinda...wierd. i guess that would be the term for it but it makes sense. another part of the book (this is my version because i do not have the book infront of me) talks about God not as a vengeful God but as a love. God is love, He loves us and everything we do. He is the Great Observer, not judge and jury. God gave us free will, to do as We choose to do. We are an undying energy and our souls are eternal, but hell is what you make it. its just a place for passing through if you choose to... i feel if i say to much more you wont read the book, but if anyone made it through my post and is saying yes!yes! that sounds right inside, but from what i see in the world and have been taught this is crazy. then read Conversations with God, it is a conversation you dont want to miss. much of this might not make sense because my fingers can not type as fast as my brain can think, but read the book anyway... and bless you for you are perfect and beautiful.... simply put you are a magnificant being, and you are blessed everyday, even on the "worst"day ever you are truely truely blessed. |
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| so i am on again! yay! and you know whats going on.... not much. just learning about myself and trying to live before i die. not really much to write about besides Heaven. Heaven is my niece, she is 6 1/2 months old and she is a doll. she is rotten though, she gets into everything. but she is a cutie... i need to get this cali pic off and put some of here on here. well i must be going so i will look forward to chatting. love jessi |
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| hey guys i know its been a while since i have been on here... but... here i am! i am at the noc library and just farting around waiting for a whole lot of paper to print! aahhh!!! so anyways if you read this i might not be on for a while but i would love to see some comments on here the next time i get on!!!! well i gotta go and check some other stuff so i will talk to everyone later oh wait! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!i know its a little late but thats ok you love me anyways!!!! |
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| POOP!well all i can say right now is that people suck and i wish i was some where else cause people suck big freakin balls. yep thats about it.... so i hope other people are doing better than me.... |
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| ok guys if most of you havent guessed yet i am back form cali! yay for me! |
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