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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Hypnosis Notes

that hypnosis is used for:

  • distraction (spot "sex dreams" distract from what has gone before, distract from purpose (interrogation, conditioning (below), amnesia, sensory manipulation)
  • conditioning ("keeping the link", reinforcing suggestibility)
    • interpreting innuendo literally, prevents victim from decoding and/or incorrectly coding
    • mistaken hearing of actual information
  • interpret events as fantasy/suggested reality, promotes hypnotic/enhanced electronic distortion of events (amnesiac events, surgical or physically invasive events (implantation, specimen draw, hypnosis testing ("raise hand, cannot lower hand") suggested to be otherwise (rape, sexual episodes, sleep/dream combos)


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Abuse, Sabotage

So every day that I have to work I am sabotaged heavily the night before. I am (as usual):
  • Heavily abused verbally
  • Made to smoke many cigarettes
  • Made to over-eat and slowed digestion
  • Given skin rashes and blemishes, flushed face
  • Deprived of sleep
  • Physically assaulted so that body is fatigued
On days I do not work the abuse is not as severe, but as always, is present. Sunday morning I was roused to buy sleeping pills at 5:30 a.m. -- I had to work at 6 p.m. later that evening. Despite the pills, deprivation is still possible.

The choking, suffocation, and seizure happened on a night before working.

I work today, therefore yesterday evening was an "assault day." Criminal assault during the night included conversations on these themes:
  • Boarding a plane (plain person) with stolen goods (kidnapped person) to escape authorities
  • Jumping out of a plane (exiting abuse participation) before it crashes
  • Entering women's restroom (victim's bedroom, or where victim rests or has been 'arrested') to steal wads of money from a purse
  • Stealing a car (kidnapping victim, or in'car'cerated person)
Physical assault included:
  • Post-hypnotic suggestions that upon waking I will perform a series of actions that include touching my nose, itching my shoulder, then itching my leg
  • Stings to various body parts and areas of face
  • Commands to itch
    • Hearing command "I" while itching chest with index finger, as though pointing to self
  • Opening and movement of eyes, mouth
  • Constantly shifting position
  • Accelerated pulse, heart rate
  • Soft choking
New Recruit/Trainee Week

Yesterday I was lightly abused during the day, the routine of "walking the dog" -- driving, buying food -- being the "highlight" of what I was meant to think was a training day for new harassment recruits. When this cycle of abuse comes around, I am to believe new people are being trained on technology, verbal and hypnotic scripts, interpretation of computer and colleague commands, and jargon to harass and assault victims remotely.

Demonstrations include:
  • "walking the dog" (programmed set of events the victim follows, with real-time supervision and surveillance)
  • practice interpreting single-word cues into full sentences to substitute for victims' thoughts and dialogue
  • practice giving victim single-word cues to steer the course of conversation (topics)
  • practice telling victim what he will write/record about abuse, real-time dictation and editing of victim documentation
  • erasing victim's memory
  • command of surveillance technology to monitor computer communications and cellphone conversations
Work: Abusers Recognize Routine, Determine Patterns

While at work, verbal abuse is quieted somewhat as they learn the routine of my job. Upon learning all variables of my employment, they then assign one person to direct routine activities while others begin overt verbal harassment. Verbal direction of routine activities include:
  • "Did you find everything okay?" : vocalized to me as each customer approaches
  • "Straighten the shelves (/Michelle)" : vocalized when customers are absent
There is limited chance for real-time direction, as each transaction at the cash register is different. Therefore patterns only emerge as very small routines: what buttons to push for each transaction tender type; the pat greeting of "Did you find..."; and when to "straighten the shelves," or clean the register's area. Conversations present the only real-time ability to control the victim, and this is limited to light banter with customers and employees.

Therefore, this type of employment is very dull for harassment. It doesn't present enough challenge or entertainment for the amount of surveillance or abuse. The types of patterns to recognize is quite limited. The opportunities for verbalizations — abusive or controlling — is limited.

Other reasons for diminished verbal abuse are personalities within the workplace have not been fully "tapped," incorporated, mimicked, and adopted. Because each works independently of the other, and the nature of the work is random, it is hard to write out programs of harassment that include interaction between employees/supervisors and myself. The highlight for my harassers is when I go on break. This presents them the opportunity to verbal harass me unbridled; to distract and reconnect with me after a relatively brief period of overt harassment inactivity.

Naturally after every shift there are exclamations of disappointment from persons who were assigned to watch regarding the unfairness of having to observe activity that presents little opportunity for assault. Activities where harassment is curtailed is vehemently deemed "dull" by harassers.

This fits in line with the exclamation, "We used to just stare." Obviously, without assault, stalking a victim is merely boring. Perhaps this is why stalkers are made to assault the victim continuously throughout the night -- merely observing/monitoring the victim sleeping would result in decreased interest, participation, and loyalty.

Much of the abuse suffered is to promote terrorist unity through false camaraderie (entertainment) and distributed responsibility — violent abuse is characterized as humorous, and criminals are made to take active participation to share the responsibility of criminal activity, ensuring loyalty and future complicity.


Saturday, July 26, 2008

Teetle

I listened with interest to Lawrence Teeter's defense of Sirhan Sirhan today. He had very good points that would have cast doubt on the Sirhan's role in the assassination of RFK, including anecdotal proof that Sirhan was an innocent hypno-programmed fall guy.

Listen to Lawrence Teeter on Guns and Butter, July 6, 2005.

Tonight was more body manipulation: Opening eyes while entranced/unconscious, moving of body limbs. Even a holographic experiment that literally crossed my eyes to see an object "floating" about 5 feet away (this was abandoned as I regained consciousness).

A lot of suggestive talk that was meant to be interpreted literally:

  • I was told to "forget the campus" (or, amnesia about the people camping around me) which included imagery of me wandering about a college campus trying to find once-familiar ways.

  • I was told I was "walking on thin ice" (thin eyes) with imagery of me on creaking ice, it finally breaking and threatening to cut up my legs.

  • Something about "working out" (not working, or not being in working order, broken) that had me paralyzed in bed and thinking about gymnasium equipment.

Then it turned dark...

  • I was told I was visiting the set of a television show that included actors that had colonial-like headdresses that covered their mouth and eyes, who were trying to cook. Other actors appeared and said the lobster -- which was rubbed with cayenne pepper, and was being fire-grilled -- was being cooked wrong (I was being handled incorrectly), and it would taste horrible. To which a large portion was shoved in my mouth and I started to choke on the rubbery mass.

I woke up in a seizure, my legs kicking spastically in reaction from choking on my own tongue.

Earlier this week I was kept up the day before working, supposedly to keep me fatigued while at work (while I stand in once place for about four hours). I work tomorrow, and this I am supposing was to be the same regimen for tonight. The choking seemed to shock them -- but of course as I listened to the radio interview I was convinced this type of surveillance and harassment was meant to produce death in some way or another. So this type of attack -- while horrifyingly effective -- was a little shocking: why choking? Why now? Was this a dry run?

My calves hurt. Either from the flailing or from constriction. I'm a little groggy; unsure if this is spillover from being 'put under,' or recovering from the shock?


Saturday, July 12, 2008

Matching Music and Conversations

  1. Music Synthesizer: A victim merely has to 'think' about music and he will hear it played, as though from a radio. Also, a victim need only think it harmony to evoke a 'barbershop quartet,' or synthesized voices played in four-part harmony. If the victim knows a song sung by a barbershop quartet, the victim has the ability to focus in on a single part (bass, tenor, etc.) and follow this part throughout the song. The victim supposedly also has the ability to create melodies using these synthesized, harmonized voices.

    The music lends itself to instruments as well. The victim may think a melody and hear it played by addressing it with the instrument of choice. If he thinks 'Moonlight Sonata' and addresses it cello or flute, the melody will play in that instrument (as opposed to piano).

    If a victim hears a melody being played in his environment, the tune is picked up and replayed using the most convenient instrument. For example, if the victim is outside and hears music (not vocal) -- by whatever instrument -- being played over a loudspeaker outside a cafe, the melody will be picked out and repeated in piano so that harassers might benefit from hearing the music remotely, also.

    This is inline with lip-reading and facial-recognition software that matches a silent or soft-spoken person in the victims' immediate vicinity with age-, sex-, and timbre-appropriate voice to 're-hear' the person's conversation.


    Victims might be overwhelmed with the 'choir' (as harassers call it) or 'barbershop quartet (a riff on a quartet that barbs, or teases the victim)' as perfect recordings will seem to emanate as if from memory. This is merely matching the victim's musical experience and preferences to the music database so that these will seem more immediate.

    Another trick is for harassers to simply play music, melodies, and songs at times when the victim is vulnerable to thinking that the control is emanating from him. It's not -- it's merely the harassers tricking the victim, at that time.


Monday, July 07, 2008

Verbal Abuse, Stalking, Methodology

Following are more commands that I've overheard when harassers direct my actions:
  • "Poppies...sleeep..."
    From the Wizard of Oz when the wicked witch commands Dorothy to sleep in a field of poppies. Said to me while inducing fatigue.

  • "Just y'er wait"
    Slowed and slurred to sound like "chester weight." When tightness is produced in the lungs, feeling as though a weight was placed on the chest. Affects/reduces breathing, produces discomfort.
And this is what I hear generally from them, and the actions that are coordinated with this verbal abuse:

  • "Control no matter where he goes."
    Harassers will suggest new places for victims to hide from assault; most often these have already been canvassed and are merely false suggestions to get the victim to perform a routine. Other areas are suggested in order to track the victim's travel and habits (where he sits, rests, smokes, reads, etc.) and test assault capabilities. Example: Victim will feel a strong motivation (suggestion) to "hide" by visiting the locker room area beneath a concrete gymnasium, or will sequester himself between shelves in a library (thick books). These places are tested for assault capability and planned for, if victim should attempt to return.

  • "Obviously we are killing people."
  • "That's what we do: harm people."
  • "We attack her so many times a day!"
  • "We always do this motherfucker."
  • "How many times do we do the same thing, over and over?"
  • "I already know what she is going to say."
  • "We see a pattern and then we push her into it, just so we can look smart."

  • "She always gets a sour face. Sour puss!"
  • "Look at her!"
  • "Look at her face!"
  • "Look at her, she's scary!"
  • "A facial (face-show)."

  • "Balsy (ball-see, or looking at a man's groin)!"
  • "That's her masterpiece (master piece, or man's penis)."

  • "Unbelievable! / I can't believe it (can't be-leave it)."
  • "I can't stand her!"
  • "That was perfect!"
  • "Every single time!"
  • "Such a good boy."



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