Whispers from the Shadows and Other Madness

Thursday, May 08, 2008

  • Posted by shadowyn
    Currently Listening
    Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace
    By Foo Fighters
    Pretender
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    471. For a Thursday May 8th, this day really is dragging. I am taking an hour or so of sick leave off so I can leave at 3pm and work out and get other crapola done. I think I should go to 4 ten hour days but really I hate traffic, I don’t get up early enough to pull that off, and honestly I don’t think my boss would let me get away with it.

    472. I was turned away again for another job outside the unit and let me tell you the more I hear about both units I would have been part of the less mad I get and the more relieved I am. I have a couple more prospects but I will haev to put some effort into them.

    473. T-Minus 54 weeks until L is done with school. *twirls finger* I think I can last 54 more weeks.

    474. I think I have no idea if I ever want to play EVE much. Although I have invites to some pretty major in house corporations (clans, guilds, whatever), there is a major push among my friends to get me into World of Warcraft. (Tyche, my gaming group, that Sara girl I used to talk to, and countless others). Resistance is not futile. The answer no is not irrelevant. You all are not the Borg.

    475. I have yet to start Battlestar Shortica (er Gallactica). Let me just say that I think the Sci Fi Network Executives are morons. Yes I am sure Battlestar is quite good but I haven’t started it and won’t until the last season is released on DVD and I have a 52” LCD TV with killer surround sound. Only 4 seasons? Are you mad?  That series had potential. So did Firefly but of course shows that make us think are far less popular than shows that don't (American Fake Idol, Farce Survivor, Deal or No Deal Lottery, Big Brother and his roomates, etc etc etc.) Needless to say I am a total Dr. Who Freak. I love Dr. Who. Especially the new series 1-4. Given I hated the movie which was one of the biggest wastes of time, I would gladly spend a grand or more for the complete existing series run of Dr. Who (all 40+ seasons). I might die my hair and be the Dr. for Halloween. (And yes my dream is to get a full scale model of the Tardis in my backyard. I say existing because the BBC destroyed some of seasons 1-3. Tragic.

     

    476. I have absolutely nothing to do at work. Ok that’s not true. I could work at mastering CAD software and finish up all the lessons on Microstation/Inroads. I could read every manual we have and continue to memorize our specs and standards books. I could master the Devil’s SAP program (Tyche will agree with me I hope). However, I am sitting here with little internet viewing time working on my latest Dungeons and Dragons campaign. Your tax dollars at work I tell you.

     

    477. My luck with MP3 players: 1st MP3 player (256meg) blew up. 2nd MP3 player smoked then blew up. 3rd MP3 player stolen in January out of my backpack in my cube at work (nice eh). 4th and 5th MP3 players both stopped working within 3 days of having them (one was a replacement for the other).  6th MP3 is a wonderful Sansa Sandisk. I need to get an 4-8GB flash card for it to hold a bit more music but its great.

     

    478. I think I’d like to stay home in August when the Democratic Party Convention is here in Denver. L keeps getting briefed on what a riotous disaster they are expecting. Would be a good day to be in Costa Rica.

     

    479. In my humble opinion, humanity has degraded to the point where we don’t care about solving problems, we just want to bitch about them, blame someone else for them, hope someone else will find a magic bullet without any cost, and hope that the problems just go away. Makes me want to wear a bucket on my head sometimes and hide away in a bunker hoping humanity goes away.

     

    480. What the hell is up with people? I read that a teacher doing a simple magic trick got fired for wizardry. Are people really that stupid? Also Code Pink (Anti-War Group) has resorted to witchcraft to build their numbers and summon “solutions.” Women are coming to cast spells and do rituals and to impart wisdom to figure out how we're going to end war," Zanne Sam Joi of Bay Area Code Pink”. See number 479.

     

    My head hurts.

Monday, April 21, 2008

  • Posted by shadowyn

    I don't get it.

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    465. This amuses me: "Muslim scientists and clerics have called for the adoption of Mecca time to replace GMT, arguing that the Saudi city is the true centre of the Earth." Welcome back to when religion dictated what we did, how we thought, and what we thought. I'm sorry but I'm not going to welcome our new muslim overlords quite yet. I know a muslim, he's one of my best friends. He rocks. He has lots of unmarried sex with infidels (with protection of course). He eats everything. He loves America and Americans. He's not a fanatic. I have no qualms with muslims.  However, when a fanatic tells me my wife should be raped and I should die cause we are not muslim, well that boils my blood a bit. They can say whatever they want and I'll take it but the first time they tell me I should be forced to be muslim or die (i.e. lose freedom) is when I'm going to tell them to pick up a gun and bring a lunch. As someone now dead once said "They can have my freedom and my gun when they pry it from my cold dead hands.

    466. I'm not a racist person. I could care less about religion (as long as its not forced on me), race, skin color, culture (as long as its not cannabilsm and I'm lunch), or really anything about people as long as they obey most laws (come on lots of people speed). Just don;t shove it down my throat and take the step to tell me "Join us or die."

    467. This is akin to saying "Everyone should believe and learn about Intelligent Design cause its science." It's not science its faith.  Evolution cannot fully be proved "yet" but intelligent design doesn't have any chance to be proven unless whatever invisible or imaginary person you believe in appears before us and says "dudes science is just proving what I do everyday."  I don't think thats going to happen. it could be blasphemy and god may strike me down or smite me or something.

    468. Still here.

    469. I gave up EVE for now. Too much drama at the end after 2 years of playing it. I'll prolly play it again but no where near what I was. God that was a long time.

    470. L is now a police dispatcher that works graveyards.  With no eve I have lots of spare time. Work for me is boring and slow. New job prospects are minimal at the moment with how slow the system goes. I guess its just my thrist for knowledge and challange thats killing me at the moment.

    More later.

Monday, February 11, 2008

  • Posted by shadowyn
    Currently Listening
    The Great Burrito Extortion Case
    By Bowling for Soup
    High School Never Ends.
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    455. Crap Shadowyn posted. must be the new year. Must be February. He must have lost a few subscribers. All of the above but I don't care about the latter.

    456. $120 million+ paintings stolen by masked robbers in Europe. News at 11pm. You'd think the propaganda that museums are actually close to capacity 30 minutes before closing perpetuated by Follywood would be enough to keep thieves from doing this. Alas, here we go again. Hey can you get Grissom from Las Vegas to find the guys in 60 minutes too?

    457. Had an interview last week. Botched it. Like triple 1s when playing the white wolf rpg table top game. The questions were basically there to gage my experience in stuff I've done at a limited capacity in my job. Hurrah for failure. If it was 1 other guy (who I know), I might still have a chance if any. Maybe I should go pick up a few lotto tickets. A few people around the 4th floor who are higher than me heard my answers and said for what I had to work with I did well. Cynical sarcastic me decided to go with the gut feeling of hell no I didn't get it so I won't be disappointed when I hear the bad news. If I catch one person saying good luck I'll shutdown my xanga.

    458. In other news if I hit the next 6 estimates I will have the only outstanding project estimating ranking in the unit in the past 3 years. Go me.

    459. I meet a friend's new gf tomorrow. Weee haaa. Brother in Law got dumped by his good for nothing, worthless, selfish, silver spooned, controlling nut job of a gf two weeks ago. He doesn't rea this. Goose if you read this, ignore me. Goose knows who she is.

    460. Chocolate and Little Anita's Breakfast Burritos will kill me. News at 11.

    461. Yes I know where the hole in I-25 in Denver is. Yes I am estimating the repair work. No it wasn't my fault. Yes it'll be fixed in 10 days. No you can't have an autographed piece of concrete or pipe.

    462. I should do an update for work. Work is boring, tedious, and lame. I still like the work, I mean I can turn estimate around in 4 hours if I need to or want to. Motivation is not in stock at the moment except for the estimate for fixing the hole in I-25. No comment. The job I interviewed for would have put me in over my head with a low oxygen scuba tank. Least it wouldn't have been boring.

    463. Life has been typical. Playing eve although its more like an enjoyable job than a game at this point. I know at some point I'm going to only play a quarter of what I'm playing now but I'm enjoying it while I'm not busy at work. However, I see spring cleaning, spring fixing, spring planting, spring painting, and spring everything coming at me like a diesel train in a dark tunnel and its not going to be pretty.

    464. There might be a post again in a few days but maybe not. I’ll leave you guessing.