I've pretty much moved

It's been awhile since I've written, I know. First off, I'd like to send my condolences to my cousins (modernfix) family....her mother in-law passed away recently. Also, beautiful_somehow  I'm so sorry to hear Mike's cancer has come back. Hang in there, sweetie. I've been sort of busy lately, so I apologize for not writing as much, and for not keeping up with ya'll. My folks and I recently moved to my old hometown, to be closer to my grandparents who aren't doing well at all. I have been out of a job as well, since I blew out my knee at work...I quit thinking I'd have to have surgery, but I don't have the $$ and not covered for it, so basically I quit for nothing. Now it's job hunting. I really need to find something so I can get back out on my own again. I really love my parents, but we get along so much better when we don't live together. Plus, it's embarassing....24 years old, living in my parents basement. *Sigh* I've been having a rough time again, I just can't get over the fact that Derek has died. I miss him so much. And I miss our home, our life. But I'm not going to write about that now....don't want to get upset. Other things I've been doing is posting pics to my band alumni site, and making objects and such for RCT2 (roller coaster tycoon 2). If you'd like to see my stuff.... go to http://www.rctdepot.com joining is free....my user name is shan41580 (original, huh? lol). You can also see my dad's stuff....he's OSU_Denny. There's free downloads there for your rct 2 games. If you join, be sure to let me know you're there!!! Well, gotta get going. Have to go unpack some more in my room. Take care everyone. I will check your blogs as soon as I can!

Check these sites out, you'll get a kick out of em....

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Last night
I dreamt of being in some sort of resevoir or place
that held water preserved for drinking. I was in the
water and came across a snake, venom seemed to be
pouring from it into the water, and I felt that for it
to touch my skin I wouldn't be in danger, but if I
were to drink the water I would surely die.

I don't remember much else about this dream, and there's really no point in writing about it, I just felt I should. Weird.