| Life is great. So is turkey. I think i might go eat some turkey. Love ya baby and everyone else who still reads this....don't forget to trust the midas touch. |
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| "So take two of these and call me in the morning....i'ma take four and finish this 40 cause life's boring" |
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| So i have come to realize today that getting in trouble is actually a good way to correct the error of my ways lately. On another note the new apt. is going extremely well....but i had to make a few financial sacrifices to see that we could move in on time. So if anyone has been trying to reach me, my phone should be turned on by the end of this week.
I had a dream about someone who has passed away last night and it was really cool but awkward at the same time. It was really the first time i have had a dream about someone who has died. It was really good to talk to him again though, even though it wasn't real...or was it? idk... interesting non-the-less. anyways i'm out like a skinny kid in an eating contest. |
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| New EMO song of the day!!!!Ache-James Carrington Isn't it strange, the way things can change
Life that you lead, turned on its head
Suddenly someone, means more than you felt for
A house in its yard, turns into home
I'm sorry but I meant to say, many things along the way
This ones for you
Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache,
Have I told you I ache, for you...
Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache,
Have I told you I ache, for you...
The time that it took, writing words for my book
Seems to have broken off
The gate that I shot, last time I got hurt
Seems to have opened itself
Oh the world it's spinning now, it's tryna catch me up
Tell me to appriciate, here and now
I'm sorry but I meant to say, many things along the way
This ones for you
Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache,
Have I told you I ache, for you...
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| Ok so i know that no one really is inspired by xanga anymore so i'll feel more comfortable posting my thoughts. but seriously what is life all about? I mean the general idea is to go out there and be somebody and do something spectacular at doing whatever it is you love to do. I am at a stand-still in my life right now...i am not in school and i work a dead end job that i enjoy to an extent. yes i do plan on going back to school if you were wondering but right now is the stand-still in-between time and i can't help feeling lost even though i know everything is going to work out some way or another. I do not know what i want to go to school for still(i've had a year to make that decision)...but i was talking to my grandma the other day and it was her birthday and they were heading out to mahnommen(sp). I told her to win a million dollars and she said "then you would definitally go back to school." I couldn't help but feeling like i let her down but then it hit me. All my life i have been really concerned about impressing other people or making my relatives happy...i think its time to make myself happy for once. I have finally screwed up(went to court for the first time two days ago) and i feel awesome about it....i'm not the perfect kid anymore!!!! Don't get me wrong because i know that my family only wants the best for me and i care about them a lot.
And my parents are not to keen with allyson moving back to fargo and me getting back together with her. But you know what? I don't care! because allyson makes me feel good about everything. I might be getting over my head with this but she is my whole world. I love that woman with all my heart...regardless of past events. We have both matured a lot and I am truly a happy man. she is awesome and wonderful person who i wouldn't trade for the world...even if the world was full of rice krispy bars. To feel truly in love, is like living a dream. my parents will come to realize this because i really haven't been happy in a long time. |
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