Hey
I have just been sitting her bored this year
Well anways two good things happpen this week one of em being interesting lol me and lauren talked on aim for a very long time lol from 8pm all the way to 430am lol i had to tell her that i was tired i believe we could have talked much longer and today me and alyssa had a good conversation which is our business but im glad me and her talked it was fun
Well anyways i decided to think of the worst things i did or the worst things that happened in 2005 and i picked 1 that i regret and i picked things i miss very much one of them i miss more than the other but anyways read and say what ya think
NUMBER 3.
Well im not going to say what number 3 is but it is something that happen that i feel very bad about and to this day i still feel bad about the person if she reads this may know what im talkin about i think about her everyday and how i hurt her feelings so bad i seriously didnt mean to do that i will think about that for the rest of my life i still feel so bad even know it happen like 7 months ago but im sorry if your the person this about. anyways i hope this person will ever forgive me and you if the person im talkin bout and they think they know what im talkin bout please instant message me and say something please cuz im really sorry!
NUMBER 2
The second worst thing i think that happened to me this year was leaving Wiesbaden. I believe this year was the best because i had met really good friends the sad part about living overseas is that if you dont have a email to your friend there like 10% chance that you will ever see them again. but i enjoyed living there even know i wanted to move back to the states cuz i hadnt lived in the states for 5 years but once i got to the states i realized that it wasnt as fun as i remembered it and i had the most boring summer ever i didnt meet a friend here until august when i started band camp. even though i like my friends here i still gotta say that i could never find friends like the friends i had over in germany.
Number 1
My grandma passing away was a major thing for my family my grandma had gone through so much pain she had almost passed away when i was like in 3rd grade but i guess god knew she had good things to provide for people so he let her live longer but she died this year i miss her a lot becuase everytime i go to mississippi know even thoughi still have family there its just not right its like a missing puzzle peice its just not the same without her being there i had seen her every summer since i was born but this summer i got a chance to see her a few days then i left to go back to the woodlands and that was the last time i saw her and the sad thing bout it i dont think i said bye becuase i waited in the car as my mom went in her house to get something but i waved it but never said bye or gave her a hug like i had always done. The next time i saw her was in her coffin i had never been to a funeral before and it was just depressing seeing her looking so peaceful while my family was suffering from the pain but i try not to think about it becuase i know that god is taking care of her. another sad part about this was i havent ever been in mississippi for thanksgiving ever and been there around christmas time since i was 6 since i was overseas for 5 years and the year im actually there to be around family i couldnt enjoy it wit my grandma.
Well anyways thats all my dislikes of 2005 luckily its almost 2006 i can start over and the # 3 thing i did bad know that i would never do that again and try to spend time wit my family more and keep contact with my friends from germany and possibly meet them again someday in the future.
well anyways leave a comment
shanon
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! almost
about 24 more hours until 2006
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