| | If you read this all, WOW......i'm impressed!!!Ok, so today was an ok day i guess. I woke up at around 7:15 or so and woke up Adrian for school. I can't believe the kid doesn't use his alarm clock. Why would he though when i'll wake him up? I guess that makes sense. Well he got up and got dressed and i just through on a shirt and layed down till he got ready. I risked the chance of getting pulled over because i didn't feel like grabbing my license because it was in my car and i drove my mom's because she won't be using it for awhile and also because i was in my boxers so if I would've gotten pulled over and asked to step outside of my vehicle that would've been pretty interesting. So anyways I dropped him off and went back home and slept for like 2 more hours. Then I drove to Tyler to see my mom at the hospital because I haven't seen her since yesterday morning at 4 a.m. because she wasn't feeling good and the lights in the hallway woke me up. It was good to see her but she drives me nuts sometimes. God give me patience. So I went and saw her and my aunt was down from Houston on her wedding anniversary (which is ok because my uncle came in today too) and it was good seeing her. It was difficult thought to see my mom because after her like 10 mini-strokes in a week, it leaves her kind of messed up. Her right side of her body doesn't work properly right now and she can barely walk on her own. Over night her condition has gotten worse. It made me feel bad to see her that way and I can only pray to God that she'll get better. She feels that she will but all in God's timing which is difficult because just weeks ago she was moving around a million miles an hour and now she's limited to laying in a bed. It's hard to see her that way. Gotta give it up to our DADDY in heaven though. Anyways, after that I came back to Gilmer and picked up Adrian and then we went to Longview to Best Buy because I want a laptop and I think I found the one I want. Ok after this I'm not using anymore capital letters. it's an hp for like $800 and seems like a good one, so tomorrow i'll go to the bank at about 8 a.m. and grab the cash and get my puter. i'm kind of excited, and can't wait to do my work on it. then my black bro is coming home tomorrow for the weekend and we're going to hang out in longview or mt. pleasant. i don't know yet. both are the same distance from my house, about 25 mins. so we'll see. but if we go to mt. pleasant we're going to go watch the movie "Invincible" for $3 matinee at the theatre there. that's a pretty darn good deal and it's def. worth the drive. if we don't go there, we'll go to longview and maybe go to the dollar movie and hit all the stores for bargain shopping. last time we did that we found great deals at finish line and aeropostale. anyways, change of topic. when i think about the Lord, i wonder what he has in store for my life. just in the past week i've been struggling with things like dating. i talked with my youth minister and he said you know what be careful who you choose to date. when you date someone, they need to be equal spiritually and you just gotta guard your heart. also you gotta keep your standards high. in some places there just aren't people that are equal or even close to where you are spiritually and you lower your standards. i know i've struggled with that in the past but i plan on keeping them high from now on. i know allan's not doing that right now because his unofficial g/f isn't spiritually mature as him and all that leads to is straying away from God and it changes you for the worst. maybe that won't happen in this case but maybe it will. we prayed for him though but with that it comes into conflict to lead the youth at church. it's called 180 and we're splitting up into small groups after the lesson and pretty much will lead the group into discussion about it. it's kind of awkward because i'm only like a year older than some of the kids in my group. but one of the rule's is you can't date any student in the ministry which i don't have a problem with because none of them fancy my taste anyways. but allan can't do that and lead the junior high boys. so if he does that he won't be used on wednesday night anymore which i would be willing to take those boys because that's the group i wanted in the first place. but yeah, back to standards and what not. you gotta becareful in ur choosing. i wish i could find a b.u.t.ful girl that is around the same level as me spiritually but it's hard to find one. like i said, you start lowering ur standards because you can't find one and that's happened to me a couple of times and usually it doesn't work out and you stray away from God because you're g/f or b/f doesn't encourage your walk with the Lord. Then you just fall apart and become calloused and it turns into a big mess.now i don't know where i was goin with all this but yeah. just kind of my thoughts splattered all over the page. anyways i'm about to go shoot some basketball and run around a little bit. i gotta get my body back into shape and get my jumper going if i wanna make it tothe nbai need to get some of those calves muscle shoes to so i can jump. monday i plan on getting back into the workout scene because this Brazilian/American can't get fat, and also i got watch what i eat dang it. well that's all for now, so i'll talk to the people who read my worthless thoughts later. peace out, Andrew |
| | Posted 9/1/2006 9:59 PM - 6 comments
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