| | I'm back, Xangans!It’s good to be back, Xanga!!!!!!! What started out as just a little self-control exercise against my unclean habit of burning out my eyes and avoiding work for hours on end, turned into a shocking 11 day, digital electronics-free hiatus!
And you know what? Was it for better or for worse? It shockingly turns out…. WORSE. Yes, in fact, my being away from the computer for over a week made me even more aware of my surroundings, and that I was in the shittiest school in the world (by the way, did I tell you guys that some dumb prick took a crap this morning on the staircase?????? ON THE STAIRCASE???? Can they make the school even more shittier than it already is?!!)….
And I ended up procrastinating from my work even more than usual. I swear, honest to the heavens above me, that I have not lifted my finger to do a single amount of homework, or even classwork, for 2 school weeks. And I know that’s going to come with a heavy price. And the whole time I was restraining myself form typing, I promise you all, that everyday I thought about blogging, and I wanted to blog, but I told myself that getting some rest for my eyes was for the best. Well you know what? It’s more sensible to choose my SOUL than my eyes. Because I realized, that Xanga has become a sacred part of my life, like a habitual routine to cleanse myself and rejuvenate my senses. As I type these words right now, I can feel my senses actually getting keener again, like oil being poured on rust. It’s as if something in my mind is working again! Maybe that whole crap I spouted earlier before my hiatus about wanting to “find myself” was just a false alarm. Maybe I was just feeling stressed out from school. It’s weird, because finals are coming up, and yet it feels like school has gotten oh-so much lazier. I just felt for the past 11 days, that I was walking around my routine life in a daze, and not letting anything sink in. And finally, I let frustrations and bitterness that I could rant and forget about on my blog get to me, and one day, in PE class, I SNAPPED.
Well, not like an explosion kind of blow-off-the-mind snap. More like a slow, gathering snap, and I ended up being really crabby and bitter to a number of people who were willing to listen and try to offer consolations to my selfish ass. (Sorry, guys! I love you all!). And by the way, I don’t even rant about half the things that frustrate me here in my new environment. It’s like once I log in, I suddenly lose 90% of my frustrations and I feel refreshed.
So, believe it or not, I NEED YOU, XANGA! And just maybe, does Xanga need me? Lol. Fat chance. ^_^ So finally, I let loose the chains of my confinement that I was holding with my own hands, and once I came home, I watched some TV (coincidentally, there was nothing good on at all L ). And then I proceeded to the computer room, and was about to sit down at the desk, when I noticed something…
Err… yes, I edited the photo as best as I could, but it’s still grainy and kind of dark. But, how can you miss something so out of place especially with a big fat giant red circle around it?
And bear in mind, that I took this photo at least from 4 feet away, while standing on a chair.
It’s like that as one more obstacle put in my way to prevent me from reaching my precious Xanga and addictive drug also known as the INTERNET. Seriously, no matter how many times I yelled, or screamed, or prodded the laptop to move it with my brother’s pool stick (in the hopes that it might frighten the beastly lizard), it would not BUDGE.
And it WAS alive.
So I finally ran out, scooped up my cat who was sleeping in THIS paper bag (her new favourite sleeping spot O.O):
And I propped her in front of the lizard, who STILL wouldn’t move. It took my cat at least half an hour before she finally realized that there was PREY in front of her, and then she went into hunting stance. Then, the lizard ran away and is now currently hiding under a nearby shelf where I can still see it, and has been inching its way out every half hour or so. Lizards are incredibly patient….. But I’m not.
Well, in any case, I’m back to blogging again from now on!!!!!!!! Joy! Joy! Joy! Rejoice! Lol. Ooh, and my parents are back… I just heard the garage door open. (random) So, I know that I have a lot of catching up to do because a lot of stuff really does happen in a span of almost 2 weeks, and I guess it’s always been hard for me to blog daily sometimes, because it’s hard to sort out the trivial things from the important events in one day. But so much has happened over the past 11 days, which I guess might be a little trivial, but would have filled up this blog anyway (which is why it took me a lot of restraint to not blog).
And I am not going to mention any events that has occurred in the past week because I;ve decided that since I’m back, I’m going to start anew. Starting now!
There isn’t much that happened today anyway, except for the fact that I’ve started dissecting a FETAL PIG in biology class. Just what my stomach needed, thanks. The smell of alcohol was so strong that I had to get out of the classroom every few minutes. Luckily, I was not the one doing the cutting up in my group, but strangely, everyone was so happy to be slicing through petrified flesh and guts.
I almost threw up twice. Well, I’m incredibly squeamish, (heck I won’t even kill ants with just my finger!!!) so yes, I’m a wuss. We named out fetal pig, “Fabio”. Lol. And it’s a guy, yes. So erm… while I was gone, I know there are TONS of stuff I’ve missed out on. For example, amandasbiggestfan changed her layout and it looks AWESOME. Further more, I’ve got to log in to my hotmail account after this post, and throw out a mountainload of spam and chain letters (PLEASE STOP SENDING ME CHAIN LETTERS! I’M NOT CONVINCED THAT SOME POSSESSED GIRL IS COMING AFTER ME TO EAT MY KIDNEY IF I DON’T PASS THE DUMB MAIL ON!).
And I’ve got to answer the outlandish cries of my contacts whose emails are collecting dust and cobwebs. Time to chase out dustbunnies in my other accounts too… With a virtual sledgehammer. And there’s news I need to catch up on. Man, there’s a lot you can miss in just a few days. I’m going to have a s*itload of information pouring into my head tonight. Oh screw gossip girl, that’s not it. And I need to fill myself with online manga tonight, because my favorite manga caterer, thespectrum.net will have probably posted up more mangas and volumes…. Ugh, I’m such a geeky otaku. Lol. So, I’m going to do all those things now, because later I have to go to my Church Youth group.
Bye guys! I’ll be back tomorrow! I swear, I’m BACK….. *many mwahhhhhhhhhhhhzz* PS: I MISS LEXI AND KISA AND EVERYTHING ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 JUNE IS COMING SOON, SO I'M COMING SOON! ************************************************************************************* | Your Body's Element is Water |  You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person.
You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others.
You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with.
You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit.
Your energy tends to be: conserved
You power color is: black |
| What Your Taste in Music Says About You |  Your musical tastes are reflective and complex.
You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral.
You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories.
Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you.
You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists.
You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way. |
| Your Independence Level: Medium |  In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant.
Making your own informed choices feels great.
But you aren't as independent as you could be.
When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make. |
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