hey beheh. ive got a secret and it is sooooo good to hear. i can count. allll deh weh. to schfifty five faster than you can seh poopty peupty pants-ss. shwam. doo. doo and heif. twenty sheven. twenty scheven. thirty scheven fourty scheven WHAT YOU SAY! girlfriend's age: SCHFIFTY FIVE my i.q. SCHFIFTY FIVE come on girl SCHFIFY FIVE. 5+5= 50!!!! FIFTY FIFTY FIFTY!!! SCHFIFTY FIVE!

<3 jen

bap.

vo-to the dka- if you get my drift, yo. lol.

yeah yeah what what. so on account of my cowardnesseseses i cant tell this guy how i feel and so its kinda killin me and i dont wanna push him away and i dont wanna bring him close and get hurt and i dont wanna mess it up and i dont wanna hurt anyone. and so yeah its all a big bunch of confusion. and its hard to sort out but i think im gonna say fuck this shit yo, and tell the foo how i feel. lol.

yeah cuz im hardcore and emo and awesome and i can do that kind of thing without lookin like a gay kid. lol yeah da's right. gayyyy kid.yeah so he's kenny. he's pretty sweet. like... a million feet tall and like two inches fat. lol. yeah a bean pole. but a nice looking bean pole he is. with loooooong brown hair and pretty sparkley eyes that shine of green like emeralds in the pirate's abyss. lol nooo not obsessed.

yeah and this one time, we TOTALLY held hands cuz he wanted to "arm wrestle" cept "someone" was "stalling" and we ended up holding hands for "forever" or so it seemed. kids are so desperate these days. and guess what else, yo? he doesnt dump girls cuz he gets "too attatched" what a cute little boy. sounds like a puppy...cept not as drooly i guess. yeah so i pretty much love him. we're going to get married. and chris isnt an asshole. ok i love him too. we're all getting married and youre all invited. all of us are going to be married. my ring needs to be small and plastic with a purple gem. thank you very much. and jeordie loves me too. cuz we're already married. but thats old news

dag yo, its late. lol well ok not really

LOVE YOU KENNY CHRIS AND JEORDIE YEAH THATS RIGHT, YO.

-the great disappointment

daaaaag, yo. nobody uses xanga anymore. its sad. people should use xanga more often...myspace is blocked in school. so today is pretty good i suppose. something is going around about some guy i guess got arrested because of these two people that go to school with me and um... i guess a lot of people hate them now or something. wow it makes absolutely no sense so i probly shouldnt have tried to say anything. lol. but yeah school is still so completely boring and pointless and nothing exciting is happening. ohh cept theres a DANCE tomorrow night. cept im not going. theres nobody to go with. everyone is a looooser cuz they dont go to social stuff. lol. not like i do...?

im going to the mall tomorrow with aldoooon and my brother and his friends. i guess thats going to be fun? hum...saturday brittany is coming over to make sugar cookies while we decorate the tree. hahaha yes christmas! how fucking retarded is that. well whatever.

im excited to hang out with alden. we havnt hung out in so long!

oh yeah, my best friend is moving away. not that far though, just the next town over. i guess its not too bad but still she's going to a different -more gay- school. im going to miss her so much. she's the best friend ive...really never had. i can tell her anything. yeah that pretty much sucks.

so there's this guy. well nevermind. i dont wanna talk about it.

love,

    the great disappointment.

yay-o

yes yes school. so i had surgery wednesday. and now im finally back at school on friday. hurrah! but it still hurts and im all wacked out on pain medication. woohooo. today is going to be easy and then this weekend is going to be fun going to the mall with brittany and im going to go home today after school and eat ice cream and sleep forever. it will be sooo grand you have no idea. so theres this kid that likes brittany with a blonde mohawk and we dont even know anyone with a blonde mohawk. but yeah i guess thats a short story in that i dont really know anything about it. but yeah so i think the bells going to ring sooner or later and so im gonna go. oh my brother is getting his tongue and nipples pierced. enlightening, no?

love,

jen

yeah so school is REALLY super boring.

1st period - fun i guess. finished an art project.

2nd period - easy. took notes.

3rd period - easy. notes.

4th period - volleyball. retarded. worst game everrrr.

5th period - dunno yet, havnt been there

6th period - dunno yet, havnt been there

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i miss brittany. i love her. hi from george

yeah thats george. he's cool. he makes friends with old ladies!!!

yeah so lunch is gay. i miss brittany. i want a plastic wedding ring. yeah you know the ones that cost like.... 25 cents that you get when you're like... 6 yeah thats what i want for my wedding ring. haha i dont get why im talking about weddings... theres no point to talk about them. i havnt been on xanga in forever.

grr. i feel angry. i know why...but i just dont feel like talking about it. ughhh. i hate math class i dont wanna go. i want it to be after school. after school is fun. fun. FUN. when everything happens. oh yes. yes. everything happens after school. lol. ugh, lame.

jesus im so retarded

<3 jen