never meant to be so cold.

ahem....

               my cock is much bigger than yours.

<3brittany

goodbye ol' friend....

we shall soon meet again.....

                               just....smile.

...it struck me ive been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie...

Im gonna write as much just stuff as i can. maybe it will "help" or something.

                                 ugh

nevermind  i cant do it... i just wish for that friendship so badly again.

i might as well not even exsist...

i dont want this anymore, theres way tooo much life out there. to just be here in this dead end town & boring streets. i want action. i want awesome. i want....

i cant wait. to be happy. someday. so soon.

                   maybe things will change & it ll be beautiful again. thinking about adventure, free spirit experiences, so many wonderful things.   its just ... now i might have to go alone...go on my own.... & all i can hope is that i can do it. it looks like i have no choice. it looks like the decision has been made. its ok i guess. i can get thru this...i have once before.

i am heaven sent, dont you dare forget.

standing motionless

i see you there... you dont notice me.

Ive been lost in your eyes, i must confess.

But i refuse to lose myself in such dirty deeds.

This is the last time you'll fall forever.

Im just a wicked girl without a cure.

The demon inside me has never been so clever.

So farewell my dear, be aware my love, Someday I'll be back....

to bring down this world we should adore.