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And theres no way I'll sleep when you're near me....

"To and fro from yours to Cecil St.
You wore the same shirt that you wore last week,
Should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek?
Convince you it's not lust, it's c h e m  i s t r y."
             -To and Fro
                Architechture in Helsinki

Soo...uhh...we dont have school today...

I  cant decide wheather im happy about this, or sorta sad...
but I guess since its ten fourty five, and im in my lucky charms pjs, and a cami, eating a HUGE bowl of apple jacks, with my hair pulled up, i cant be too sad. its still a good day.

Ack, I was excited for today. damnit

Uhmm...Im going to be so bored today.. I'm grounded, so I cant go do anything...GRR. Its frustrating.

I should probably start on my multigenre project... I havent started on anyting except for my ideas written down on paper. I suck.

So I still have Jons watch...I feel sorta bad. I dont know why. I feel like I stole it. But I didnt...But I'm still gonna have it for another day. ack.

There really isnt anything to say, but I dont want to quit typing, cuz im really bored.

I'm listening to 90's rock on launch radio. cuz im cool.
BIA BIA.

"it just really bothers me that he MIGHT have man boobs..."
hahahahahahahaha. wow.

I am boooreeeeeeddd.
I think im gonna put lyrics on here...or not, cuz the metallica ones fuckedup

PEACE LOVE
Sam

Today I was unusually tired and sad and not hyper...
It was weird.

uhh.
but we did have an early out, so that was fun.

secondhour, we didnt do anything we had the timemachine sub, so yeah, talked to bethany about how i want to touch her. hahahaha
fourthhour, I sat in the back of the class room with Shalan, Justin, Augie, David, and Tim. I was way tired, so I layed my head in Justins lap/on his knee area, and sorta slept. He rubbed my neck. it was nice. Augie and Justin like to tape things to me. Like BOXES! and keys...and subway coupons...hehe
sixthhour...uuhh...nothing acutally.
eighthhour, went by so SLOOWWW. Jon waited for me for lunch cuz he went to all four hours cuz he skipped!

hahaha, after school, me and jon decided to be cool kids, and we walked to Sherwood Park and sat in the basketball courts. For like. an hour. being really REALLY cold, talking about undies, shoes, bras *thatforsomereasonendedupinjonsbackpack??*, and arguing on weather or not its raining. He also made me get the leaves and stuff off of his ass...Then we got wayyy too cold and decided to walk to Pappy's, but when we got close to the school we decided just to hang out there. So we did. And Jon used my lotion...so he smells like me. hahaha.Then we went into the gazibo, then walked around the school, and got followed by the greasy janitor that told on me and joe last year. *stupidjanitors!* then we went back and layed on the tables and jon tried to call his family, but they dont love him! HA JON! HAHA! haha. jp. that was mean. Jon sprayed me with axe, cuz he smelled like me. so i have to smel like him... then we ate jelly beans!!!! I LOVE JELLY BEANS! Jon would eat half of one, then dance, then tell me the flavor, then id eat the other half, and dance..hahaha. we're the coolest ever. Then I had to leeeaave.

buuut. I still have his watch...

I have to remmber that tommorrow...i cant figure out how to get it off though!!

(uuh. in that above thing, it did say "up" instead of "off"..htat entertained me)

im so rockin out to Alanis Morrisette..but old stuff. the wemons liberation shit. YEAH BIA!!!!!


aaah, im in a good mood.
i feel like dancing.



Uuuhhm. I have no idea whre else im going with this...
maybe ill put alanis morrisette lyrics in here...possibly.
now i just have to choose between two songs....

hmm..
ill probably update this thing later.

PEACE LOVE!!!
Sam

Meridith Brooks
I'm A Bitch

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

[Chorus:]
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

[Chorus]

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

[Chorus]

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

YOU KNOW!!!
*gangster*

I want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real....

*edit*

AND this is why i love her

frenchmaddie: if he doesn't like you then he must be blind
frenchmaddie: and brain dead
frenchmaddie: and just fucking boring
frenchmaddie: and i'm pretty sure you don't want to fuck a brain dead blind boring guy
frenchmaddie: so don't worry about it....
frenchmaddie: HE LIKES YOU.
frenchmaddie: HE WANTS YOUR BODY
frenchmaddie: he wants to huugggggg you he wants to kkkisss you
frenchmaddie: he wants to loooooove you

HHAHAHA. yeah. you konw now.'

and this chick

DISCO xxisXDEAD: im going to overdose on drugs now.
inmydreamsxwedie: me too
inmydreamsxwedie: on midol
inmydreamsxwedie: or HEROINE
inmydreamsxwedie: YESSS
inmydreamsxwedie: YES YES YES
inmydreamsxwedie: HERONIE
inmydreamsxwedie: HEROINE
DISCO xxisXDEAD: my drug of choice.
inmydreamsxwedie: MINE TOO
inmydreamsxwedie: i loove boys on heroin
DISCO xxisXDEAD: mmmmmmm
DISCO xxisXDEAD: i must admit, they are so gorgeous.
DISCO xxisXDEAD: dont know why
DISCO xxisXDEAD: but they are.
DISCO xxisXDEAD: OH
DISCO xxisXDEAD: when chris mallory was on drugs.
DISCO xxisXDEAD: whoa.
inmydreamsxwedie: OMFG YES!!!!
DISCO xxisXDEAD: haha
DISCO xxisXDEAD: im going to go over dose now
DISCO xxisXDEAD: i'll see you tomorrow
inmydreamsxwedie: NO WE HAVE TO DO IT TOGETHER
inmydreamsxwedie:
DISCO xxisXDEAD: ohohoh
DISCO xxisXDEAD: tomorrow then
inmydreamsxwedie: okay
DISCO xxisXDEAD: we'll skip school
inmydreamsxwedie:
inmydreamsxwedie: we'll make it a party
DISCO xxisXDEAD: yes.
DISCO xxisXDEAD: you bring the heroine. i'll bring the booze.
inmydreamsxwedie: and ill have hannah videotape it

its cuz we're sexy gangsters

my two favorite people in the world

*edit*

Oookaay. So everything is goodish now.
Alot has happend over the past couple of days...

My mom and Chris have been fighting constantly for the past two months, and last night we went to my grandmas, and we were seriously going to move out. In an apartment and stuff, and then like idk, I guess Chris did something meraculous, and my mom and Chris decided to try again and stuff.

So I dont have to move, which makes me happyyyyy.

Soooo. My day = really really crappy. Even though I tried to hide it all.
I dont think it worked too well sometimes...

firsthour, i did nothing. I never do anything in language its stupid.
thirdhour, we had to watch this reaaaaally boring electronics thing, and i waslike gr. and then we just listend to stuff about stars afterwards.
seminar, me and bethany complained about valentines day and all that crap. we were reaaaaaally late cuz we were talking to Katlyn and Jon.
seventhhour, was amazing, me and hannah kept slapping eachother and colbey on the ass with the pingpong pattles...heheeheh it was great, then hannah made me mad so i threw metal washers at her, and made her fall into a wooden thing. and then i punched her...its cuz im nice.
ninthhour, nothing.

Afterschool me and Hannah stayed after for stage crew, and we actually worked this time!!! it was like...a miracle or something. lol we NEVER work. Then we went on a looot of breaks after other peopole started working.

Then we found Blaine being all by himself, and made him come up and help us paint. hehe. we painted his hair, and his shoes, and me and hannahs shoes, and just ran aroudn doing nothgn.

oh yeah, I made jon an amazing card. with a drawing with dust bunnies. its pretty. you should be jealous.

Uhh..Liv licked me alot...on the face. I licked her. And Jon... I should probably call maddie in a while...
blah..

I hate Valentines Day. All day ive been trying to act happy, but in my mind im like..."ugh. i hate today, i just want to stay home and mope" and i wanted to kill everyone eleses day.

I felt this irrisistable urge to run around with a fork and sissors and pop everyones balloons and cut the heads off of their flowers. Damn happy people.

Well I guess its cool, my grandma Judy got me this rock. Its amazing. its REAL too!!! its a gold ruby ring, with pink stones ont eh side, with small diamonds on the side. its soooo pretty. i looove it.

Alex bought me chocolate like he promised. Hes pretty much the best ever. I feel bad for him though... poor guy.

Madie sent me a "secret admirer" thing. it was amazing. I hart her to NO FUCKING END.

I'm really impatient. Or just over-expecting... Something like that, I guess. I dont know, I am the most pessimistic person I know. I am an impatient, overthinking pessimist. Yey. fun. not. Gah....

I hate being frustrated.
this is difficult.

I dont know what to do...I just kinda want to like...idk.
well I do know, I just dont want to put it down, cuz alot of people read this...

gah.
I dont know anymore.
I'm starting to think I should give up on love/guys/relationships.

...but I really want this one.

isuck.reallybad.
imsoofuckingfrustrated.

I want it to stop.
i want to fastforward until I KNOW what is on your mind.

I hate not knowing.
it makes me feel weird.

im gonna go.
this sucks.
yey for icecream binging.

Peace Love
Sam

Rooney
Daisy Duke

I wanna know
All there's to know about you
I want you to know
Nothing about me although...

I'll give you a taste
When you think that you know me
I'll blow you away
So baby, bow down Daisy Duke

You don't know me so well
I think you know that now
I'm unbreakable
There's no need for fragile stickers
You're too young for me
But I can keep a secret
I'm in total control
Of the situation
Bow down Daisy Duke

Sit on my couch
Snuggle with me through the hard night
I don't bite, baby
I'll be good to you in the morning

Don't you say no to me, baby
Big mistake
I'll throw you away
So baby, bow down Daisy Duke

You don't know me so well
I think you know that now
I'm unbreakable
There's no need for fragile stickers
You're too young for me
But I can keep a secret
I'm in total control
Of the situation
Bow down Daisy Duke
Bow down Daisy Duke
Bow down Daisy Duke

I'm much too rough
With the way that I phrase things
I'm sorry for cuffing you
To my bathtub

Bow down Daisy Duke
Bow down Daisy Duke

You don't know me so well
I think you know that now
I'm unbreakable
There's no need for fragile stickers
You're too young for me
But I can keep a secret
I'm in total control
Of the situation
Bow down Daisy Duke
Bow down Daisy Duke
Bow down Daisy Duke

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