it's strange. because after months of absolutely no pictures or words i choose to post 3 public posts at a go and they all hardly make sense. it's become so difficult, trying to share anything with anyone anymore. sometimes closing my doors on everybody comes so naturally i can't even tell if i'm doing the same to you

but if i am, i'm sorry
it's the stupidest thing to do.

i would want nothing more
but you know it's never that easy