| | Quick Question for everyone...please respond...Ok, I am madly in love with my husband. MADLY! Most of the time, I dont even notice cute guys anymore that I would normally find drop dead gorgeous, but suddenly, I meet this guy, and he is totally cute, and my type to the tee....I want everyone to know that I would never, EVER do anything to mess up what me and Jeramie have, EVER!!! He means the world to me, but I catch myself looking at this guy, laughing harder at his jokes than I should be, and thinking about him...not alot, but more than someone normally thinks about a friend. I am not and would not ever consider doing anything to jepordize (Spl?) what I have with Jeramie, but is this normal?!? How can someone so in love even notice someone else?!? Am I wrong or a bad person for this, or is it ridiculous to think that you can ever be sooo blinded by love to never even notice other people that you would have had a crush on otherwise?!? Up until recently, I believed that....I never thought of what it would be like to be with someone else, never even NOTICED them, and here I am, thinking about this other guy...not actually considering anything with him, but just....thinking about him....I end up getting angry at myself...its sooo frustrating. Jeramie is the most amazing man, and I am lucky to call him my own. What kind of woman has that and is still admiring another?!? Im almost scared to post this, for fear that I am as horrible as I feel, and I am about to expose it to anyone and everyone who feels the urge to come across this site on the internet. I also dont want someone to read this and think less of mine and Jeramies love for one another...We have that sappy, fairy tale out of a book sort of love...yet the kind of love that MAKES IT!!! I believe with all my heart that NOTHING could tear us apart! I mean it; every minute with him, even the seldom arguments, are moments that I wouldnt trade for the world, but I am just going to throw this out there...Someone please give me some answers... |
