wwwwwoooooah wow. you can tell i use this alot. so senior year is coming to a close. as of tomorrow, i will be a graduate of kennett high school, class of 2007!! it's scary to be done, but at the same time, i'm SOOOOOO ready. i've been working two jobs, but one will be done next week, then i'm trying to find another. hopefully serving somewhere plus my ice cream shop job. i have something i wanted to put on here but it's long and i don't feel like typing. so i'm not. i am sad. my boyfriend's mom hates me. she told me she pictured him with someone more adventurous and outgoing who would go do whatever he wanted all the time, and told me i wasn't the right fit for him. she said she didn't think we'd stay together. and then she said that's not for her to say. and i said, no it's not. and nobody will ever be good enough. and she smiled and said maybe not. and now, she won't even look at me. she won't talk to me. she's just pretending i don't exist when i'm there. it sucks. but i'm not going anywhere. even if she does hate me and think i'm not good enough for her family. i'm not leaving because i love her son whether she likes it or not. i'm going to keep trying to be polite and nice because i wanted to have a good relationship with her, but it doesn't seem like she's interested. oh well. i just tried to use this hair removal cream stuff so i wouldn't get razor burn and it didn't work and it smells bad. so now i smell like it. i'm going to put some scented lotion on or something. ugh i have to work tonight. i wish i didn't have to. i also have to fill out applications for work and schedule a meeting at usm to talk about loans and registration and stuff. AAAAAHHHHHHHHH stress!!!!!! i want to get away from all of this. far far away. | 
