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| There ain't no one else, I got my heart set on you
you really got me, baby its true.
It's been tha second day of cheer tryouts & i feel like shittt. I'm sore and and cranky haaah ;[ tha only thing thas pissing me off is tha dance routine cuz its fuccin fast. i already got tha two cheers & two chants down tho (: *phew. booo, havent getting much sleep eitha. this first week is stressful! next week we got testing but tha only good thing that comes out of it is dat we got minimum days most of dat week (: and i find out if i made tha squad next week too, im so scared! haha. mmkay here's tha update ;] now get at me on myspace <333!
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| Now my eyes are open and i can see that you were
devious and shady, only trifling wit me.
Fuuuuck its tha last day of spring break, how gay. i dont wanna go back to school! too much to deal with; im back to my boring and usually busy routine ;[ Break was good though, reaaal chill. kickbacks, pool parties, shopping, sleepovers, stretching!, late night phone calls (: etc. etc. ugh this whole week is gonna be craaaazy and hectic! but anyways, went to church today for easter sunday then i went out to eat wit tha family cuz cousins from vegas came yeee (: afta that we went tha base and shopped a bit and went home, yuuump. oh chea, yay! lent is finally over, i was bout ta go crazy ahah. mmkay well i gotta start getting thangs ready for booboo skoo tomorrow <333!
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| I was caught in ya masquerade, wish i stayed beneath my veil
but it seemed so easy to open up myself to you. once more
into the wind, the embers scatter & the chill settles in.
Daaaang, i only got four hours of sleep last night! craaazy. So anyways, i hadda wake up early to go to tha mall & look for a confirmation dress for my friend back in japan. Spent like two/three hours just going back and forth to each store. & my mom made me try on alla these clothes ;[ i was helllla lagging cuz i was soo tired lol. Then we ate at Pat & Oscars (: after thaaat, we left for her work because i needed community service hours [i knoow, finally!] but it was wasn't wat i expected ahah. I just sat there for an hour waiting for her stupid boss to get out from a meeting. Then i went to this one room that wit alla these old people & tha humane society. They brought alla these animals even rats! gaaaah nasty. I dont wanna volunteer there anymore ;[ i hadda sign a grip uh papers just to volunteer, gaaay! anyways, after that we went back to vistas & stopped by tha new model homes. they're helllla big & nice!! but its them million dollar houses, boooo rich bizzles hahaha. got a lonnng day tomorrow ;[ hopefully i can go to tha kickback tho. (:
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| I thought that from this heartache i could escape but i
fronted long enough to know, there aint no way
and today im officially missing you.
woow, new layout.. havent made one in ages! i still got it ;] hahaha kidding. Anyways, yesterday was my cousin [april's] eighteenth birthday! ;] woke up & got ready until debra picked us up from tha house. Then jenny, debra, kelly, & i went to vons to buy her balloons and a cake. soo i paid for the balloons while jenny paid for tha cake. headed to otha places before we went to morse. omgah! it was so windy that day so tha fuccin balloons got all tangled up, but they still looked cute tho haha ;] um, so we got to morse & april was supposed to have her back to us, but she turned around! so she saw me and jenny holding everything, booo but she was still surprised lol. got to meet her letteretes homies & wat not. waited for their school to end so we could surprise jeana & a few other people, but some ended up ditching sixth period! ;[ soo chea. met some of jeana's friends & yup. damn, i felt like a new kid again ahah. soo then, debra took us all home & i helped tha fam make lumpia & pansit for tha little get together we were having for ate's birthday. jenny's homies, christian & brenzie came over & we watched movies. fell asleep, yada yada, & watched america's next top model. talked on tha phone wit sleepy sam for a while & my childhood friend renz haha. Sooo today! went out to gayass tricare cuz i needed another stupid shot. found out that last time i went i got a shot that was unncessary because i already got it a few years back & that shot was good for another few years. cheea, my immune system betta be workin it! haha. Ummm, then we went to tha base & i got new shoes again, weeee. then we stopped by mandarin! yummm. came home & now im full <333!
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| its 6:30am.. daaang it's too early! but i couldn't sleep cuz i tried sleeping early last night (: and it didn't really work, cuz i kept waking up every two/three hours or so. Buuuut, im talking to rheana & marquice, yaaay! (: haha. Seems like i haven't talked to them in forever! well, rheana, but not marquice aha. Anyways, a few days ago cuddy slept over & we made this "strawberry remedy" for tha face, dat shit was kinna nasty but it worked! Then we just sang and listened to hella old skoo songs that i had on burned cd's & fell asleep at six in tha morning. Woke up at around two in tha afternoon ahah & grubbed. Thennn, she went out wit debra but i didn't feel like it cuz my shows were on (: so i stayed home. That night i went to baby taylor's house & babysitted with jenny. That baby is too adorable! proud godmother! (: Maaaaan, i just feel like getting on a plane & leaving this place for a while! ;[ Oooh yea, have a safe trip tomorrow colorguard & have fun in ohio!
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