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Original: 2/15/2008 10:51 PM
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Friday, February 15, 2008
 

The doom of depression is darkening my mind.

I can't feel emotion

I've forsaken it with time

where there used to be one

now there is two

the good one, that's me

the not so....that's you

where did you put the pencil

I can't find the paper

What's wrong with you

and what's happened to me

Is it my fault?

I can no longer see

The things on the inside are a little dismantled

 So if the tears fall around my eyes

It's not me

I'm in pieces right now

I need putting back together.....

friend would you mind trying somehow?

If I seem a little un-careing

It's not me

It's him

I would come out and show you

that I really do care

But he's hidden me from him

He's made me nothing

But sunken and dim

Friend don't forsake me

I need you right now

I'm trying so hard to break from myself

to be myself

to see myself

and not the other me

That's not me

That's caught me

I know I know better

because friend you've taught me

I want to be reminded

So don't let him get to you

The boy on the outside

Doesn't want you in here

But friend I beg you

Don't leave me with myself

Don't give up

Don't hide

If it takes crossing the line

un-comfortably

and getting a piece of my mind

Then take it

and give a piece of yours in return

It may take crossing the barbed wire

into me

myself

my own worst enemy

Then do it.

Right now

Well...right now

My reflection is fadeing away

Please don't give up

Give me the time of day

to tell me I'm wrong

and that it will be ok

Because after all

The upside to every down side

Is that it has

an upside

Right?

Just don't give up

Give me a fight

The guy on the outside,

He know's that he's right

But he's wrong and I know it.

Your my friend

I know your my friend

> Don't be afraid to show it<

Don't leave me with myself

if you do I might win,

             on my knees,

                     -Sean-

 

Forget the pencil. I found a pen. The pen is my keyboard....with paper within.

To all who took the time: "Friends.....Don't forget your friends. You can make a difference when he may have forgotten how to help himself' make one."

 

 

 Posted 2/15/2008 10:51 PM - 16 comments

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I felt like writing a poem.....and this is what I came up with. And no, the point of this was not to act like an emolicious sap. The point is rather to help your friends when you see them falling. Not for glory but because they would or should do the same for you. And not just that. Because friendship is not a "well you did this for me so I'm doing this for you" kinda thing. Friends should look out for friends. Friends are people you care about and who care for you. Sometimes, it may not be the most comfortable situation, trying to help someone, but even if you don't know what to say, You can still be there for them.

Posted 2/15/2008 11:33 PM by shha - reply

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Very well written (:

Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. My life has been nothing short of hectic. But yeah, my closest friends are my christian friends, too. It's hard to find good christian friends in a public school, but it's managable.

Anyway, yeah lol
=]

Posted 2/19/2008 2:28 PM by Friends_Are_Friends_Forever - reply

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yeahhh dude!
it's soo incredibly hard to find a real christian. sure, I could walk into that school and find probably over 500 people who will say "yes, I'm a christian" but then turn around and act nothing like one.

no one ever said life would be easy.
everything is a test of faith, that's for sure.
Posted 2/21/2008 2:46 PM by Friends_Are_Friends_Forever - reply

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again-- sorry for taking so long to reply.

but I looove that Bible verse and it definitely shows us that we have challenges to overcome.

what have you been up to lately? lol

Posted 2/28/2008 6:36 PM by Friends_Are_Friends_Forever - reply

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lol oh goodness. I didn't expect that response! But hey, it sounds like you had an incredibly fun filled day. I can't say I even have that much to say. BUT OMG HAVE YOU EVER PULLED A STOMACH MUSCLE? I did that today and it was the most painful thing I've ever experienced. Don't pull stomach muscles! It's bad for your health haha

Posted 3/4/2008 2:43 PM by Friends_Are_Friends_Forever - reply

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duuuuuuuuude, I'm totally going to panama over the summer! (:

but no! no sit ups. I was in class and this kid comes up to me and he goes "I LOVE YOU BRITTANY" and he picks me up and hugs me. Somehow I like got twisted the wrong way or something and it was just awkward. And yeah. It hurt lol. I highly recommend not pulling it.

but anyway, my day was pretty decent. I hope yours was the same or maybe even better.
Posted 3/4/2008 8:23 PM by Friends_Are_Friends_Forever - reply

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Ha ha, I think I would prefer pulling it the other way.

At least you know you're loved! : ) And you even have a nice reminder of it now. lol

Yeah, my day was pretty good. I didn't work on the guitar any......but I did wear the drawn on shoes to Walmart. I might have gotten some looks that I didn't notice focussed in the area of my shoes. They might have stood out pretty well too, because I was wearing mainly black. So anyways, I hope you have an amazing day tommorow and well,.....all the time.

Whatever you do, don't trip over anything un-natural.

What month do you plan on going to Panama in?

Ha ha, you commented back pretty fast this time around. : )

-that Sean guy-

Posted 3/4/2008 10:13 PM by shha - reply

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On the contrary, I thought it insightful and honest!
Posted 3/5/2008 1:49 AM by prayforwisdom - reply

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hi, i saw your comment on the feautured page, and was being nosy, but i'm glad i did, because I really love your poem, i write poems sometimes to, i didn't think it was sappy or emo-licious either i ecspecially liked

the good one, that's me

the not so....that's you

very clever lol.

Posted 3/5/2008 3:57 PM by hollyday54 - reply

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I did like the upside downside one.
I also like the things on the inside are a little dismantled, because that's pretty much how I feel.
it is getting better though. and thank you.
Posted 3/5/2008 4:17 PM by Shpadoinkle07 - reply

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I read your comment from MaineTruck's xanga and just wanted to say that I think that's cool that your grandparents relationship has a positive impression/influence in you. You should learn from them and teach me (and others)! hehe.
Posted 3/5/2008 6:59 PM by SuccessfullyRelate - reply

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Oh yea, forgot to reply to your question -- no, I am not married. On the contrary, I'm actually afraid of marriage. I guess my xanga is one of the ways in which I am actually trying to overcome my fear.
Posted 3/6/2008 8:09 AM by SuccessfullyRelate - reply

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Man, the comment I just left sounds a bit sad in a way. lol. But yea, sad, but true. lol. Hopefully I'll help out some other people along the way as well. Okay, that's all. =]
Posted 3/6/2008 8:12 AM by SuccessfullyRelate - reply

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you're right, it is getting better.
I can't write anything for the piano--I'm not that good. but I try and play it sometimes. when nobody's around.
Posted 3/6/2008 3:57 PM by Shpadoinkle07 - reply

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I can play the first part of toccata and fugue in D minor and a couple other random things...
I don't like playing the piano at my house. it's an upright and for some reason I only like playing grands. I can play...one chord on the guitar? I'm going to make one this summer though.
Posted 3/6/2008 7:07 PM by Shpadoinkle07 - reply

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that was rlly good, was it from experience? or did you just think of it? either way it was good
Posted 4/7/2008 9:53 PM by lys23lol - reply


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