The doom of depression is darkening my mind. I can't feel emotion I've forsaken it with time where there used to be one now there is two the good one, that's me the not so....that's you where did you put the pencil I can't find the paper What's wrong with you and what's happened to me Is it my fault? I can no longer see The things on the inside are a little dismantled So if the tears fall around my eyes It's not me I'm in pieces right now I need putting back together..... friend would you mind trying somehow? If I seem a little un-careing It's not me It's him I would come out and show you that I really do care But he's hidden me from him He's made me nothing But sunken and dim Friend don't forsake me I need you right now I'm trying so hard to break from myself to be myself to see myself and not the other me That's not me That's caught me I know I know better because friend you've taught me I want to be reminded So don't let him get to you The boy on the outside Doesn't want you in here But friend I beg you Don't leave me with myself Don't give up Don't hide If it takes crossing the line un-comfortably and getting a piece of my mind Then take it and give a piece of yours in return It may take crossing the barbed wire into me myself my own worst enemy Then do it. Right now Well...right now My reflection is fadeing away Please don't give up Give me the time of day to tell me I'm wrong and that it will be ok Because after all The upside to every down side Is that it has an upside Right? Just don't give up Give me a fight The guy on the outside, He know's that he's right But he's wrong and I know it. Your my friend I know your my friend > Don't be afraid to show it< Don't leave me with myself if you do I might win, on my knees, -Sean- Forget the pencil. I found a pen. The pen is my keyboard....with paper within. To all who took the time: "Friends.....Don't forget your friends. You can make a difference when he may have forgotten how to help himself' make one." |