Are you serious?  Damn, man, you're taking all of your mistakes too seriously.  Yeah, we all make stupid mistakes when we are young, but you have to learn to move on.  You'll be an adult soon, and even then you'll make some mistakes.  You just have to learn from them.  Besides, there are good things you can do too. 

Trust me, when I was still a teen I hated my life too, but if I drag that shit on, well, I'd probably wouldn't ever go out and have a life.  Just try to live your life one day at a time and hopefully things will get better.  Well, have a good weekend.

Interesting to where your post landed on my subscription list. I just read this inspiring post with positive outlooks on life and then I read this extremely pesimistic post. I recomend you read some of the entries on the link to godslittlepinguine xanga site. Get back in touch with a better outlook on life. I'm pretty sure that's her site name but you can find it on the list on the left side of my page.

Awww...my little brother...Look to the Lord and not to yourself. I felt like that and then I read these amazing verses: Psalm 103:14 "For He knows how weak we are; He remembers we are only dust." Rom.8:1 "For now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ" Psalm 105:4 "Search for the Lord and His STRENGTH; continually seek Him." I'm praying for you little bro. Running away is not the answer but taking time out to seek the Lord is really good. Ttylatala

I also wanted to say that the Lord does not make mistakes and if He hated your life and thought you had nothing left to offer He would take you off this planet because WE have no control over the day we will die