Time has gone back fast and I haven't had time to write a new entry for a long time. Things have improved and days have been brighter for me.  There has been some changes at work, for the good I guess and found myself busy through the day except for today...its Friday.  Well, I should get back to doing nothing and I hope everybody has a great weekend (I'm planning too)...

What is new with me??  Well, I'm on the Atkins diet to lose some weight that gained and I'm planning to visit my good friends and go have some fun in New York City for the weekend in May.  This is so exciting and I can't wait.  The girls and I haven't seen each other for over a year and it would be nice to get away from San Diego and from all the responsibles.  This would be the first time I would leave my son with someone for a little vacation but he will understand.  He will be with his dad's family and I know he will have a great time with them (he is so spoiled).  Hopefully I won't cry...

As far as regular stuff, everything is good and running smoothy at the moment.  Michael's dad has been trying to see him more but I don't think a couple of hours every two weeks is good enough but its better than nothing I guess.  His crazy wife isn't driving me up the wall for the first in months but I don't trust her with my baby by herself.  She is evil and a meanie.  Enough with her...life is good.

Michael is getting big and talking alot.  Talks to much and likes to asks all kinds of questions.  He wants me to buy everything for him and he already has to many toys that I refuse to buy anymore for a couple months.  The only thing will buy is stuff that is educational and will help him get ready for kindergarten.  Just thinking about it makes me sad.  Michael is getting big so fast.

Well, I should get back to work...and I will try to write more soon.

Its been a long time since I have wrote in here...I have been busy with work and everyday stuff.  You could say there has been a little drama with my ex again dealing with Michael (my son).  I don't understand how someone could be like that and not see his son for long periods of time because of his wife.  His wife is evil and doesn't desire anything special in her life.  I tried to be nice to her and friendly but she makes it hard.  She always find something to hate you about.  She doesn't like Michael and he never did anything to her but be nice.  She doesn't want Michael to be part of their family especially Jose (my ex).  I don't understand people like that and I'm very open minded with them but this crosses the line.  You could say, she did something that weren't very adult like and I don't trust her anymore with Michael.  She has no right to be mean to any kid for any reason and do things to them for stupid reason. 

Oh well, enough with that.  I don't care about their situation as long as my son is happy...thats all that matters to me.  He is getting so big and he is so funny.  I don't know what I would do without him in my life. 

I have been happy with my life and has been really good to me.  I'm still learning about myself and what I need to do to make myself the better but that takes time.  And I'm finally opening up to people and I'm happy because I found someone who loves me for who I am and doesn't want to change me.  And he is always there for me and listen to me all the time.  He is a good guy and I'm happy.  And I have someone else to spend my Christmas with.  I got Michael all these toys and he will be so happy.  He is always asking to buy everything that comes on tv...they have some crazy stuff and they are bring back some old school toys like transformer and go-bots...o lord

Well, I have to get back to work and hopefully I will write soon...take care

Hey everybody...its been a little bit since you have heard from me.  It was my baby's birthday yesterday and he is 4 now.  Watching your children get big in front of your eyes is the best time in the world to me and I cherish every moment with him.  He had the funniest expression when he got his gifts and cake. 

For the rest of the weekend...it was relaxing since I can't really spend any money.  I have to save it for the move in on Sat.  I'm so poor it isn't funny anymore but Michael got everything he wanted for his birthday and he was happy.  Thats all that matter to me.  Todd and I were looking for some furniture on Sunday and he was complaining becuz he wanted to be lazy all day but he still went and found some ideas.  He is very sweet to me and I'm very lucky to have him in my life.  Sorry for those who called me yesterday...i couldn't get to the phone yesterday cuz Todd took my keys with him to work...so I didn't get the message until late.  I will gave everybody my new # and hopefully have a little party to celebrate us new home with our friends.  I feel bad that I haven't talk to any of my friends for a long time...I will try to call them this week.

Well I should get back to work now...maybe tomorrow I will add some pictures before this trial things ends.  Take care and god bless.

I know it been a while now since I wrote in here...a lot of stuff has happened since the last time.  While, we got the apartment that I liked and I'm so happy but we have to pay double the security deposit. Oh well, at least we got the apartment. Not more stressing out for me and I'm going to relax for a change and let someone else worry about things. 

I called my sister in Va Beach to see how is everything yesterday.  She was just chillin and watching movies the whole time that shit was going on...thats my crazy sister.  The tree that once stand in front of our no longer stands there.  And fars as any other damage I'm not sure yet.  Hopefully its not that bad.

Michael's birthday is on Monday and he will be 4 years old.  Kids grow up so fast and sometimes you wonder where the time goes.  He is still my baby and always will be.  He will be going to school too and it will a big step in his life and i'm happy that I get to share it with him...I love him.

Well, thats it for right now...i should get back to work. I hope everybody has a wonderful weekend and don't party to much....take care