| So as we all know I never update this thing, but I just figure I'd say HEY it's my birthday.
I'm an old lady. :]
I love you all |
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| Hey guys! Well, right now I'm at Jessicas...updating my xanga...how lame.
uhm. there is nothing much to say. i just got done watching Forest Gump, and I still didn't cry. I have to pee real bad, and life doesent suck. :]
Going to a Circut Pop show tonight.
but yes thats whats up.
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| So I havent wrote in this thing in years.
and I guess I figured I would write in it for some of my friends.
I've been going through some rough times, I've been trying to figure out what I want out of life&&etc. I've been going through alot of ups and downs. But I do have great friends, and I know that for sure. But I guess...thats it.
yeah. love yall. |
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| three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're soo good at taking your time
to give back to me
I'll wait for you forever
If you just ask me
I thought I could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
you careless and whispered
insulting and bruising
and I thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are walking away
I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever
I never thought you could say these words
is this really happening
don't say that we can still be friends
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
what is inside me, what have I done
and throw them away,
is this the only way that you will notice me
as I sit here waiting for you
dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you
I stay up nights
if you are still pretending this is what's right
until stars leave the sky
why can you look at me can you only see
knowing what my dreams can take away
sides, your side, can take away
walk away from me
this night is done
Self-explanitory to some people.
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