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Name: Francesca
Birthday: 3/13/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Gym. Music. Poetry. Reading. Writing. Breathing. Living.
Expertise: Absolutely nothing
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
3/12/2006
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August Rush
By Freddie Highmore, Keri Russell, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Terrence Howard, Robin Williams
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Last night while watching tele, my dad was giving my mom a massage. She must have forgotten that i was actually there, present, in the living room because she was, moaning. Well moaning is sexy but not when my mom is doing it. It was so sick i just went to bed. Few minutes after that, i heard their bedroom door creak open and then close. Sexual urges man, powerful.
Today, i, along with my mother and my grandmother, went to pick my grandmother's brother up from the airport. My grandmother hasn't seen her brother in 16 years, so today was quite the emotional teary day. Happy tears, beautiful day.
I got my hair done a couple of days ago, it's about time. I cut my hair twice a year! I also bought new batteries and resurrected my tamagutchi.
Watching August Rush. toodles | | |
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A passion arises in the air. I find it hard to sit still and continue wandering my bare home in thoughtful misdirection. I feel as if i'm thinking about everything but nothing in particular all at once. These silly atoms spinning. I refuse to believe there is nothing past that. What is poetry? What is love? What has happened with my writing? What of my soul that once possessed a beauty so easy to display? | | |
| Six feet from the edge?"Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I've found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when i heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say..."
Hi xanga, here i am again, i managed to catch a couple hours of sleep in the morning just now, i was up the whole night. Pooooooyah. It was fiveish in the morning and my dad and i were the only ones awake cause we both couldn't sleep. So he played Xbox while i just sat on the couch and watched him. Funny how the man who gives me life is also the only man capable of hurting me soo bad, sometimes i wished i didn't have to live through to see daylight. I really don't understand why he has to do this to me everyday. I dare not look him in the eyes anymore, yes that bad. Everytime i do, i just tear. There is a limit to how much i can take. My heart is like that of a hardrive, it's time for some filtering, and deleting. I need more space for more love, i need more love but i do not dare.
My mom spoke to me today.. .. .. .. after a month of not speaking to each another .. .. which left both of us in tears .. .. .. and a bigger cold war .. .. .. oh well .. .. .. .. ...... ... .... .... many more months of neglection to come .. .. .. .. ....... .. ... ...... .. .
On a lighter note, oh wait... theres no lighter note. | | |
| Thanks everyone who came for the mosh party yesterdayHi xanga I'm blogging via my iTouch. I'm felling quite lonely now and I'm here sitting at starbucks all alone because Amanda ditched me for her stupid boyfriend. Everyone is in love everyone is attatched but me because I know everyone hates me, it's quite sad actually especially at times when I'm all alone .. like.. now? And there's like this couple cuddling up in front of me .. think they're watching some movie on their laptop or something, yes at starbucks. Amanda you stupid bitch I hate you forever I'll go eat Prata alone all by myself. Itouch corrects you spelling I constantly have spelling errors because my fingers are way too fat for this stupid mini touch keypad. So anyway I'll go to the coffee shop(alone) for my late dinner but my leg hurts everytime I take a step well not that kind of sharp pain but more of like a sore muscle ache kind of pain. I think it's cause of the extreme violent vibrations from Dzaf's bike but I'm not complaining. I actually like riding Dzaf. .........'s bike hahaha!! Especially when we pass that giant ferris wheel thingy and the sea beside it sometimes there's a sampan at sea like yesterday. Don't really know why they'd be a sampan near the ferris wheel but whatever. Whatever rocks his boat, I mean sampan hahaha pun intended. Never actually written such a long entry on my iTouch before that's because the Internet connection on this little gadget is super weird like I can't always connect to the Internet I think like it depends on the weather? So anyway my stomach is growling I hate you amanda stupid fat cow. Thanks for spoiling my already spoilt mood. First my mom hates me now my dad too and I'm very convinced that everyone dislikes or hates me last
night after speaking with dice I actually cried myself to sleep how pathetic is that? I hate myself I wish I was dead :( well okay maybe not that bad but oh I'm such a miserable girl | | |
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But it's all wrong, you're so strong.
But this life's work
and choice took far too long.
Where'd it go to?
You know I love you.
You know I love you .
I want you oh so much.
It's so fair.
When I was sure you'd follow through,
My world was turned to blue.
When you'd hide
your songs would die,
so I'd hide yours with mine.
And all my words were bound to fall.
I know you won't fail...
see, I can tell... | | |
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