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| WomenWhy is life really this difficult...especially in the "women" category? why? why did eve eat that apple and cause men all these problems? perhaps its mans fault partially...but it feels like you are repetidally stabbed in the back...and their words heal you and make you feel better...but just before the wounds heal they stab you back and the process repeats? why am i even on this peice of shit that no one uses...perhaps its because no one uses this thing anymore and people i normally talk to are busy (Kurtis = work, Jessica = not pick up phone)...are people really meant to find that one person and be happy? the answer is NO dumbshit...and now i realize how lucky people are when they find companions that actually have the same feelings back...and how much it means to them...otherwise you are just probably wasting your time and hurting yourself....but...you could just not risk anything and therefore not risk getting hurt...but then you are a pussy...because you REALLY REALLY want what you see so many people have...but you cannot achieve it...you must fall back into the reality that you are going to get hurt and stabbed repeatidly...oh...btw..another reason im not posting this on myspace is because the women that have really hurt me use it...i doubt that they even know this site exists...why must things like this happen? my day was going just fine...but all of a sudden my day dropped like a vegetarian at a butcher stort :)...i think so many times...and i agree with kurtis is that it would be so much easier to turn gay...because men know what men want..and women just like to screw with men...and end up hurting them....over and over...but im not gay..i want to find that woman that makes me happy...and TRULEY wants to be with me...because there are some that lie and tell you those "3 magical words"...and you repeat them back because your feelings are genuine...but the paradox comes...you get stabbed...i always hear women complain that there are no decent guys in the world...but i think that the real fact is that there are no women in the world that truley know what and when guys are offering everything that they have....they just take it for granted and then screw the guys over.... just random thoughts... feel free to call me...and btw...if im in a shitty mood...bear with me... oh...another thought...just for the people that are reading that dont exist (because no one reads this) there has been one woman that has tremendously hurt me...and then there are a few others that you think there is something special about them and you pursue them...only to admit that you like them and they throw it away in a garbage can like it was nothing.... | | |
| RandomWell im still here in hawaii..its senior year...i was looking back at all my posts(which were during sophomore year) and yeah...if anyone still uses this...get at me... | | |
| HEY HEY HEY!!! i havent wrotten in a long time so i hope i have alot of stuff to write...lets start with all the old stuff....i tryed out for the soccer team and made it so l8ter today i have practice...yeah between christmas and new year....my grandparents came over for christmas break and they leave tomorrow....while they were here we went to the big island and saw crap....i got stuck in a tour bus and just sat there and listened to my ipod and ate skitles and looked at all the crap...i did the honolulu marathon and finished at 4:24:00 that is 4 hours and 24 minutes for 26.2 miles....i did another triathlon in maui(a different island) along with my team and we placed 2nd for our ROTC program...and for cross country i went to states to compete with the best in the state and placed 38th in the whole state!!!! next year i want to make top 20 and my senior year i want to place first...but i got some good news...I MITE BE MOVING BACK TO TEXAS!!!! but i doubt that it will be to san antonio...it will be about 2 hours away....but if i dont move back to texas i will come over for the summer and stay with rachael...but i have to pay my own way and so far i have 300 dollars and over the spring i want to get a job so that will increase that funding so if i make enough i would be coming at the end of our summer and see all my friends....i feel really bad for those of you that wrote me letters and i never wrote back so im doing that right now....i wanna talk to some of you in TX so if i can call u just drop me a comment....for fun right now ive been running and surfing...that shit is fun....ive caught a total of 3 waves so far and the first one i just hung on to the board, the 2nd i tryed to stand up but fell, and the last time i stood for about 3 seconds and then fell...so im trying to see if we can go surfing some more....what do you think of my new picture...do you like my balls...they are big...huh
Miss everyone
Aaron | | |
| Holy shit, i havent updated in a while...well i guess ill do that now...ill start with what happened most recently because i havent forgotten it yet...well yesterday i slept all they way in to like 11 in the morning and then laid around and then went to go get a haircut...and after that me and my family went to Barbers point to go surfing because we bought a board...and lemme tell u its not as easy at it looks...the furthest i got was standing for 2 seconds on the board!!! and if you stand 2 far on the back the board will slide out from under your feet and might land on your head(i learned that from experience) so rite now i have a bruse on my head and my right arm...saturday was the PSAT which i bombed because english isnt my subject and there are 2 english parts...but the math part i killed...and directly after that we had a XC match in Mililani so we left at like 1145 and got there and walked the course like we usually do but then they told us that they moved the time to 3 hours later...so we just sat there for 3 hours waiting for the meet to start...overall the JV boys got 1st place, and individually i got 3rd!!! All this was my weekend...now im trying to remember the other stuff.....nope cant remember...ill put it on IF i remember.... | | |
| Sup my peoples,
Damn i havent writtein in a LONG ass time but today i got a letter from emily and ALYSSA(do great) so im gonna post and write them back and then go to cross country practice...we had a cross country competition and here is the link to the results http://www.usatf-hi.org/Docs/092405-jv-boys.doc look at # 7!!!! whoooo bring em out, bring em out...thats 7th place out of 189!!! so yeah im doing really well in cross country and i have a cross country competition this saturday and then i have another race sunday but the sunday dosent relate to school...running is like my stress releiver....cause i hate my family and i get a chance to get away from them and i dont want to move again and start all over in school...so we shall see what happens...i will either move back to texas the end of my sophmore year or ill graduate from hawaii...but if i move back to texas it will be by killeen/ft hood...so yeah not back to SA ....i went to the radford vs. moanaloa football game and the JV won 20-15 but the varsity got their ASS kicked so yeah...after cross country im gonna do soccer and afer soccer im gonna do track so my schedule if FULL...and im trying to manage ODP...school...and my signifigant other sara ....
peace peoples...
Aaron | | |
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