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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:40:29 GMT

Sometimes I wonder
if I this is what I really want to do.
Or if I'm really meant to do this.

Then I sit back and I say it out loud,
"Dr. Cuevas".
And I really like how that sounds.

Back to bio and chem.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 05:10:04 GMT

I miss Jen.

Monday, July 02, 2007

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 17:00:10 GMT

Bad luck?

I don't know what all this is supposed to mean.
I just know that everyother day I feel like dying.
This is too much for me to handle on my own.

And apparently, I keep fucking up with everyone.
Good job, Mel! Next week, you'll end up with no friends.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:38:22 GMT

This is the night.

= )

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 00:36:52 GMT

Operation Birthday at the Lake = Success.
She was happy, and a little relaxed.
The food we cooked was amazing,
and the water felt great.
I'm glad I was able to make her day better.

Full time.
It will be ten times better now that Jen is there.
I just hope that she works mornings, not nights.
Working together is a definite plus, especially
now that she's moving in August,
I know we'll be spending more time together.

Last week:
-Bike riding
-Movie night
-Molly's Party/Hookah bar
-Running
-Swimming
-Working

This week looks promising too.
Yay for summer and having so much to do with not enough money!!!!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 01:55:10 GMT

I cannot wait until next pay day.
Perhaps working full time isn't so bad.
And hopefully I'll be going to trainer class,
and yeah! More money!

Next adventure: The Lake.

Graduation.

Tue, 29 May 2007 21:16:52 GMT

I still don't feel any different.
Just a little melancholic.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 21:45:53 GMT

I don't know what to do. It is really hard for me to talk about this, and it is hard for me to find the appropriate
person to tell this to. I am almost sure that everything would be misunderstood...
If I could go back to that day, and explain everything from the beginning..
It wasn't just one person, it was me too.

The situation gets worse, though. I don't even know why I'm going to prom.
All I really want is for my dad to make it in time for graduation.
That's all. Really.

Meanwhile, the smell has triggered my craving twice.
I promised myself I'd quit it, and I'd hate to be a hypocrite about this.
But it gets harder and harder as this goes on.
I want this year to end desperately.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 00:15:50 GMT

I expect this to be the first of many,
hopefully I will hear from all the other ones I applied for.
I was called down to the attendance office to find out
that I had been awarded one of the LULAC scholarships.

I feel relieved, as well as my parents.
The amount is still uncertain, but whatever will be good.
The only thing though, is that my dad won't be present
at the banquet next thursday.

I have like four more applications to submit,
and I'm praying to get a few more.

college, college, college.

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:30:17 GMT

So.
I'm going to UNT.
I just need to turn in one more document,
and according to the admissions counselor
I will get my admissions letter within 2 weeks,
or so.

Now, the question is...
Howamigoingtopayforit?

I have like 3 scholarships due at the end of march.
Yay for essays!