| I don't believe you anymore. |
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| My family usually fights and argues on holidays. I don’t really know why but most of it happens on holidays. Or maybe it happens so regularly that I only notice it on holidays because those days are specially labeled and I try so hard for them to be normal so that makes the disappointment even greater than usual when they’re not. Maybe it’s just the pressure for everybody to behave. Maybe holiday preparations just makes everybody automatically tired and crabby. Everybody has something that gets on their nerves and sugarcoating it for a holiday just doesn’t really happen. The day everything’s supposed to come together just never becomes actualized. If you have a normal family, you don’t know how lucky you are. My mom’s now eating alone upstairs after making her two kids cry. Happy fucking mother’s day. |
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| I hate how when my dad calls it's only for 5 seconds during the day or if I call him he has to leave so quickly. I know he tries but damnit I want my dad back. I miss him so much. |
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| =D
All-state is so much fun. And rachmaninoff is so dang pretty. Wheeeeeeee |
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