&& it's so amazing cuz that's just who you are <3
& i can't turn back now, you've brought me too far.
i live for the nights you cant remember
with the friends you'll never forget.
&& finally when everything you want is
basically handed to you
its almost as if your afraid to take it.
If tears could build a stairway,
& memories a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
& bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken -
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before I knew it
& only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
& secrets tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
and now the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
the worst is over
you can have the
best of me
you have a way of keeping me
on the edge of my seat
i want to be your favorite hello,
and your hardest goodbye.
you were the last
good thing
about this part of
town
in school they teach us everything in the world
except how to let go
it wasn't over, it still isn't over
i can't deny it.
i am who i am.
i'm pretty normal.
i'm not that smooth type of girl.
i run into things.
i trip.
i spill food.
i say stupid things.
i really don't have it all together.
so she painted on a smile
and learned how to pretend.
and her friends
don't understand her.
she's a question,
without answers.
who feels
like she's falling apart.