more suju >.<

WHY!!!! As you can see i am posting twice today.
WHY!!! crazy HanGeng!!! why!! why do you have to make me like you too. He's too good, i am so sad. HanGeng you cant do this!! i will not repeat WILL NOT cheat on Golf!!

i know i am a freak. not i am just a fangirl.

Holy Moley!! SUJU phase 2

Oh snap!! Ok its back into SUJU phase......>.< so i guess its SUJU phase 2 now.

Dang! and i thought it was over but i guess you're right Rosanna, there's just too many of them in there but i promise this will be the last one....no way, there's also Kibum too AH!!!! damn it. Ok only 3 in suju NO MORE!!! NO MORE!!! but i dont love them or think they are the hottest thing walking the face of earth but they are cute and sure enough got something going on LOL.

But i still love Golf ^_^ He's just being slow now with me because of that dang drama!! Stupid Boy dont start acting just sing for me!! I dont need you to become an actor too!! JUST SING!!!

To Golf: See Golf because you want to act you have force me to go look at pretty Korean boys and not focus only on you T_T and i dont even like Korean boys to start out....see what you're turning me in to...blah!!

Another day @ work

Aaa…it yet another day at work ^_^

It's very slow today, there's a meeting going on but I am not part of it so I am just sitting here. I am so hungry, cant wait til lunch. Hmmm…. I am bored. I finish all my work already and I don’t feel like calling vendors up and arguing about payment status so what to do…nothing to do online either. Has it all really come down to this…..>.<

Well on a lighter I had a GM dream lol XDD nothing too over the top I was just hanging out with Mike and afterward Golf came to hang out plus I got to hang hands! lol ^_^ Golf is so hot!! lol XDD sorry mike I like your brother more lol. ohh….  (See what boredom has done to me lol I am talking to myself and people that don’t even know me lol)

The DBSK Fanfic

Hahahahaa ok so remember a few weeks ago when I said that I was playing around online and enter this DBSK fanfic story thing and got pick to be one of the girls there. So since I got pick as one of them I kinda kept up with it and read the first few chapters and it's pretty good. She made me the mean one of the girl so I am always picking on people which is awesome lol and on and on and now I am cowriting it with her lol can you believe it~!! LOL and I was just getting out of that fail attempt of suju attraction and now dbsk. There's seriously something not working in my head.

So I ended up writing chapter 6 in the story lol but I tried to throw in new characters, trust me I wanted to put golf and mike in it too but than it would be like "WTF?" so I threw in a few suju boys since there was already one in it but never fear I at least mention GM in it at the end of the chapter lol XDD  I am so COOL! so I guess here's to the DBSK fanfic *cheers*.

I promise not to fall into korean!! PROMISE!!! but damn it stupid HanGeng in suju is starting to get really hot too and is growing on me…..>.< eww!! he has so much in commen with Kei too >.< not good lol XDD I cant do that right? I might as well go back to Kei but no no no no GOLF!! I want Golf only! lol XDDD

Those pretty  koreans! STAY AWAY!!!

Rush O.o

Ummm…maybe it's just me but I feel so rush. I mean I don’t think I have any deadlines of some sort but I just few rush or maybe concern about something but I cant figure it out. I know there's a few things I need to do in the long run but still there's this feeling that keeps saying "DO IT NOW" but I seriously have no idea what to do. DAMN IT!

I took 2 days off from work along with the July 4th weekend so totally I have 5 days off but I still feel weird like I need more time MORE TIME but I didn’t even do anything. I am so lost…..I need guidance. T_T