| woowwwiiiee noone uses this anymore it kindea sucks but omg i haaatteee life at the moment. yay me. well...if anyone sees this and still usus xanga they should let me know =)
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| k i have a big problem and i need help.
i think im down to two options for what college i am going to go to but i dont know what to do. ALL of my options include....
1. Cal State San Marcos
2. UC Santa Cruz
3. San Fransisco State
4. Chico State
but im pretty sure i have narrowed it down to san marcos or uc santa cruz but here are my problems....
- i got a $10,000 grant to san marcos but i dont wanna go there
- UCSC is far away which means id have to pay for housing ON TOP OF the fact that it is already more expensive cuz its a UC
- san marcos doesnt have a band or dive team and UCSC has both but dont even kno if id make it in them
- if i go to san marcos i could save money through my grant and i could live at home
- if i go to UCSC i loose my job down here which would be a hassle but
i could always get another up there but may not get paid as much
- i dont like san marcos and told myself id only go there if it was my only option
- but i dont have money to go to UCSC and DONT want to get loans
- ive also never visited either college so i dont know what they are like
- UCSC is by the beach but san marcos is only 45mins away
- going to a UC would give me a better image than san marcos (which is
a school ANYONE can get into) and i could shove that fact in the faces
of all the people that said i couldnt do it
- but i also dont know anyone going to UCSC
- but i kno people going to san fransisco and sacremento so i wouldnt be THAT far from a few ppl i kno
- also i dont kno if i even have a grant for UCSC or wut it will even be if i get one
- and i dont wanna go far away if im not going to a UC so thats why im not looking into going to san francisco or chico
i kno that i have more issues but yeah thats all i'll say.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if ANYONE CAN HELP ME DECIDE MESSAGE ME!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE TO CHOSE BEFORE TUESDAY!!!!!! |
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| SO.....DAMN.....CONFUSED.....
help?
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| uuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhthis is what i have come to find....
i shall be single forever
i shall not go to college
i shall not give a crap anymore
i shall have no friends
i shall show my true feelings and no longer put on a mask just for others
i shall not be happy...ever
i shall be screwed in life
i shall work hard and gain nothing
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| EEEERRRGGGI HATE loosing friends
I HATE not knowing what to do
I HATE screwing up
I HATE being annoyed
I HATE not being able to go where i want for college
I HATE not knowing what i want
I HATE being frustrated
I HATE homework
I HATE not understanding shit
I HATE liers
and a lot more..... just.... UGH
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