happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me!

happy birthday dear shuaaaaaaaib

happy birthday to me

...

man.. i cant believe a year's already gone by.. crazy isnt it?

still feel like im 15...

but look like im 30 @_@

wow... crazy.. i just read a few words.. and i could literally feel my chest collapsing.. stomach doing an uncomfortable summersault

now im in "what if" mode

gee, soo many good things happen just by pure chance

you sometimes wonder

especially at 3 am

what if.. things were different

what if this hadnt happened

what if i wasnt stupid and had known how to apply simpson's rule and aced that test.. gahh

i dont know... maybe someday i can get some answers

for now though

im happy

im happy to be where i am

im happy things turned out this way

i just.. cant help but wonder sometimes

wow this is so like that episode of scrubs... the outcome of the entire day hinged on whether some dude turned to look at another guy.

life really is just a card game

life's like a movie

the only difference is

you cant skip around and watch just the good parts

lately, i've come to more or less appreciate all the hardships that come my way

i've learned that perseverance and tolerance are essential to growth of character

but i dunno..

even though im thankful... sometimes... just sometimes.. i wish life was easier to live

ahh and whats been up with making dumb mistakes for like... the past week or so now!

blah, shuaib needs to get his act together

wow.. its amazing how life can be sometimes

skyyyyyyyyy high one second.. and the next, im stuck in a hole 10 feet deep.... and i may be 6'2.. but i dont have too great of a vertical.. i mean.. i cant dunk on a 10' basketball goal.. soooo i really dont think i can dig myself out of a 10 ft. deep hole.. right?

ok yea, i think i kinda took that one too far haha.