| ok...so i guess i just started feeling like CRAP!
all of a sudden, court said u kno i don't realy feel like going to the drive in....GOSH wuts wrong with me...am i just like, really horrible or sumthin? even some of my best friends keep bailing out on me. hmmmmm....apparently there's something wrong with me...but no one would tell me anyway. maybe i juust suck or something. i don't know if its just ccuz im like HELLA tired or what but all of the sudden im wondering if all of my friends are getting sick of me. they probably are. hmmm. i guess thats another reason why im going on a self improving binge this summer. hopefully i can find a guy that isn't an asshole or a jerk or ugly or something like that. HMMMM grr now ive just gotten myself into a bad mood...DAMMIT! ugh. i need sleep.
AND I STILL HAVE THIS STUPID FUCKING COLD!!!! how the hell do you get a cold the day summerr starts?!!?!??!??!?! idk either...but somehow i managed to. grrrr everything bad in my life seems to be crashing down on me tonight. o well i guess it had to happen sometime. i wish that it would of held off a little longer tho. maybe i should just cut myself off from everyone for a little while. May be that might help.....idk. |
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| Hey all
starting this new xanga cuz ive decided to try and change myself. i guess im just getting sick of my old self, and so im changing it...this summer, im going to fo some SERIOUS self improvement on some things, and hopefully next year...ill be better than i am right now...probably not...but it doesn't hurt to try.
well, i guess i better go, cuz im getting really tired and im about to go kill that stupid keyboard paige is playing bc it's getting on my nerves
see ya
COURTNEY!
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