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Thursday, August 17, 2006

do i know how to do this anymore?

it's been a long time
and more than very little
has become very little more
than most things undone


when all has past
the passed vitality and exasperation
of what we try to connect while
we connect what we try to become
with what we already are
instills in something something more
than just something or something.

why struggle and struggle
and feel the pain of apathy
and inapathy,
indelibly dying like
anarchism prevailing above
the struggle of struggle


oh the mess that is aroused
when textured opinions,
rotted onions,
paint uncertainty like
it was solid.



sorry i ramble ramble
and ramble
attempting to be poetic
but deep un-something seems
prevalent.




summer is closing and we see a change of scenery approaching.

enjoy it but look beyond it.

sorry for still being predominantly insane.

love and peace to all in Christ.





-natey nate nate nate yo-yo


Monday, June 12, 2006

HELP WANTED!

There is a project called Operation Completion run entirely by youth that is touring the nation rallying in support of the brave men and women serving in our armed forces. This group has gotten some media coverage recently, including an interview with the Chairman of the Board, 19-year-old Micah Derry, on Fox News Sunday night. However, they need more publicity, in order to let people know about these rallies and also to generate some financial support (rallies aren't free to hold). This is where you come in. If you have e-mail and can type, you are qualified for this job. Below is a list of News shows and networks that need e-mailed with people telling them about this project and encouraging them to cover the story. This is a great example of youth doing what is right!

Also listed below is the contact information for two different officials within the group, and their web address. Please include this contact information and the web address in your e-mails.

The job isn't quite over there though. We need literally thousands of people to contact these news agencies. Not many people have that many contacts. However, if you pass this on to your contacts, and they pass it on to theirs, we stand a chance of getting the results we need!

Contact Information:
Website: www.operationcompletion.org

Julie Howe
Operations Manager
(408) 656-1029
julie@operationcompletion.org

Micah Derry
Chairman of the Board
(330) 243-1081
micah@operationcompletion.org

News Shows/Networks:
CNN Story Idea:
http://www.cnn.com/feedback/forms/form11b.html?1

CNN News Tip:
http://www.cnn.com/feedback/forms/form11.html?1

FOXNews Fox News Live
Feedback@foxnews.com

FOXNews Hannity & Colmes
Hannity@foxnews.com

FOXNews The O'Reilly Factor
Oreilly@foxnews.com

FOXNews Studio B w/ Shepard Smith
Studiob@foxnews.com

NBC Today Show
today@nbc.com

MSNBC Meet The Press
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6872152/

NBC DATELINE
dateline@nbc.com

NBC Nightly News
nightly@nbc.com

CBS Nightly News
evening@cbsnews.com
(212) 975-3247

CBS 60 Minutes
60m@cbsnews.com
(212) 975-3247

MSNBC Hardball
hardball@msnbc.com



-thanks a ton


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

begin afresh



there are times when the emotions fail to provide a feeling of happiness.


this is not enough, however, to destroy the purpose of joy for those following the Way of truth.


sometimes, a balloon may need to be stretched before it can reach it's full potential in size.






freedom is free.



it cannot be taken away.



there is nothing dangerous.



to one who abides in Life.







you and i are a team, playing a game, against ourselves. winning is fruitless. we must lose.



take it to heart. it's heavy, but you cannot carry it.






The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Christ is not a fashion, fleeting away.

i feel a bit impatient. but belle and sebastian is in my ears. which is a nice thing.

yesterday i went to my grandma's house with the rest of my family. we did a bunch of work, like mowing and destroying stumps and rocks. with sledgehammer and axe.

ben folds is now singing. and playing piano. he says, "i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you..." then he continues... "next door there's an old man, who lived to his nineties, and one day passed away in his sleep. and his wife she stayed for a couple of days, and passed away.." ...then he says, "i'm sorry, i know that's a strange way to tell you that i know we belong.." and he finishes the song: "then i know.... that i am...... i am....... i am....... the luckiest........."


right now it's 9:33 am. im not surprised, but i never feel quite prepared <---bright eyes quote cleverly swirled into the paragraph---- now it's 9:34. time flies when you're posting on your xanga.



ahh, modest mouse. we prolly should all live more like modest mice. be content to be beige and furry. to live in a small commode(and by commode, i mean abode). to eat small pieces of cheese. and just overal to be modest.


isaac brock (who, in case you are ignorant, which prolly everyone who reads this is, is the lead singer of modest mouse) sings: "in the motions and the things that you say. it all will fall, fall right into place. as fruit drops, flesh it sags. everything will fall right into place. when we die, some sink and some lay. but at least I don't see you float away. and all the spilt milk, sex and weight. It all will fall, fall right into place."


he's not singing anymore.


memphis will now be laid to waste.


now you're doing the waltz with your murderer.

aaron weiss of mewithoutyou yells with intensity:

he laid emeralds in her eyes, oh but I'd already tried. a bracelet made of gold and scarlet thread around her wrist. and everything was wrong, so we sang sentimental songs. Oh how seldom we belong, but how elegant our kiss. and we painted crooked lies, but we danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour into a grief we've known before, but it's never quite like this. never quite like this. All I know now is regret, it follows like a silhouette along the cobblestone behind me, but has nothing to say, except to innocently ask, a voice as delicate as glass, "Do you see me when we pass?"


but I continue on my way.




Wednesday, May 24, 2006



But in all of my salvation, I still felt imprisoned inside that holding cell, that is myself.
So I wait for the day when I'll hear the key as it turns in the lock, and the guard will say to me, "Oh my patient prisoner you have waited for this day and finally you are free! You are free! You are free!"

Now I'm staring at the sun, waiting for it to explode. Because a day is gonna come, don't know when but it will come, and then we will finally know the way out of here.

And I will throw away this wrinkled map and my chart of stars and compass, cracked.
And I'll climb out that tree all wet with sap to avoid the hungry beasts below.
I'll cut out my lover's tongue and sing of a graveyard gray and a garden green
and we won't have to worry no more. No we won't have to wonder again about
how this song or story ends, about how this song and story will end.



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