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I AM A NERD YES BUT PLEASSSE READ THIS FOR ME!

Ok I’m writing this little story without bias in hopes of seeing whom is right in my current situation. Alright there are 2 girls who have been very close friends for a few years now. They have watched each other change and are still good friends though they have their occasional huffy fights they care about each other immensely. Usually these to are as one might say “joined at the hip.” I’ll give names so I’m not talking in circles okay the names are Eden and Katy (changed as so nobody gets pissy).  Then hang out so continually it makes some of their other friends jealous!  They share all their secrets w/ each other n trust each other heavily. Ok on with the show… Both of these girls have hard working families that have their share of goodies.  Katy’s family owns an Excursion and VW Beetle both spanking new! Very lucky indeed! While Eden’s family has swords throughout the house n a computer for both kids n such. Lucky, lucky girls these 2 are. And the girls get their share of “allowances” Katy has a summer job where she gets a good amount of money while Eden gets allowance every week because her parents find much pride in her schoolwork and good character (Eden doesn't do drugs/alcohol/ cigarettes/ or guys lol) Katy’s life is rougher than Eden’s yet she is strong willed and seeks no pity because of her strength.  The other day Eden’s mother decided to take her to go get some new clothing because her old stuff was getting holes or smelling funny because of it’s many adventures.  When Eden gave Katy notice she would be out for the afternoon Katy said to her “you’re spoiled!” apparently Katy thought this was funny but Eden quickly interjected back lovingly how both of them were quite lucky in their own ways. Katy then got quickly offended and spoke out against Eden saying she herself was not “spoiled”! Not lucky! She worked hard and Eden did not! Eden was lazy! Eden then decided it would be best not to speak with Katy until further notice since Katy had made some very rude remarks when all Eden wanted to do was make a point, so they didn’t speak for a while. Katy worked on finding sympathy in Eden’s brother Adrian for Adrian is a very kind soul, and that made Eden quite furious. And as they kept silent it was pondered who is right? Please give your opinions on this situation!

The Pink Duckette

O man I can't stop thinking of Wales lately. I have never missed it this much! Lately I've been stocking up on the S CLUB lol When I went to the disco (dance) there they played a lot of S CLUB n man I remember dancing in that huge group of American students n having all the Welsch kids just gawking at our lack of creativity but generous amount of energy! Hee hee we were all groping like it was a Britney Spears video while they did cute little dances that they must have seen on Top of the Pops lol (which is cool!) I mean I remember the warmth and the welcome feeling of my Emma's house! Like when we went out and rented "Deep Blue Sea" n loaded up on candy. Dude! I have even found myself missing their candy lately! I miss the AERO bars, the maltesers, and O MANNNN the gummies! They have the best candy over there! N the chocolate doesn't have as much sugar as ours n it's still better! God I miss Irish internet cafe's n the Irish Ferry we rode and the dumb Rage fan Irish boys and everything! I'm sucha nutter but o well I mean wutcha gun do? I also miss their rad assed clothes and modestly dressed teens which we seem to lack!!!!! The cool people n their mad rad accents! I swear I could cry! I miss all my michigan friends that came with on this Ambassador trip! I mean I miss the dumb little Irish sheep in the road too! N the Scottish HAGGUS!!!! o goddddd so goooood! but ne ways I'll stop rambling n just put up my lyrics! Much luv n John Hughes Films for all!

the Pink Duckette

S CLUB 7 "Two In A Million"

Out of all the boys, you're not like the others
From the very first day, I'd knew we'd be lovers
in my wildest dreams, my darkest desire
Would I declare to you your love takes me higher
Just when we both thought our lives were set in stone
They shone a light and brought us together

CHORUS:
We are two in a million
We've got all the luck we could be given
If the world should stop we'll still have each other
And no matter what we'll be forever as one

Its a crazy  world where everythin's changin'
One minute you're up and the next thing you're breakin'
When I lose my way and the skies they get heavy
It'll be okay the moment you're with me
No one would have guessed, we'd be standing strong today
Solid as a rock and perfect in every way

Chorus:

Forever as one 
x3
Chorus:

OH MY GOD! I'm laughing my ass off right now! I was looking for a video to one of my top favorite songs of all time "You look so fine" by Garbage and found a video some girl had made of just clips of Legolas in L.O.T.R. because she is a huge Orlando fan (but who isn't :salivates on keyboard:). I was giggling so bad the whole time legolas is running around all you can hear is my Shirley belting out her lyrics! OMG sooo funny! Anyways it was good to giggle after all the unhappiness I've been feeling and writing about in my real diary. Yup yup always fun to giggle after to many frowns! Much love n John Hughes Films for all!

The Pink Duckette

P.S.- If I ever sing this song to you you have some serious gorgeousness going on! hee hee

You Look So Fine 

You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over

It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over

I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know

You look so fine

Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through
Bleeding for you

I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We'll waste some time
You're the only one for me

You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
left her behind
If you want to show me

I'm not like all the other girls
I won't take it like the other girls
I won't fake it like the other girls
That you used to know

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over

You're taking me over
Drown in me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show

Ending with letting go (3x)

Let's pretend, happy end (4x)

I love this song because it gives me hope that i could be the perfect girl to Robert (lead singer of The Cure) since I am a verrrrry strange girl and he wouldn't understand a word because i talk to fast n sometimes too quiet, n if he shook me or turned me upside down id giggle 'til i looked like i couldnt see, and for those of you who havent seen that face... it is verry strange as well lol! Ok, I cant understand why but I love s club 7 n thats hannah as my profile picture, shes always been my fav n everyone says i act most like her yay 4 me! S CLUB 7 FOREVER! Much luv n John Hughes Films for all!

The Pink Duckette

"The Perfect Girl"

You're such a strange girl
I think you come from another world
You're such a strange girl
I really don't understand a word
You're such a strange girl
I'd like to shake you around and around
You're such a strange girl
I'd like
To turn you
All upside down

You're such a
Strange girl
The way you look like you do
You're such a strange girl
I want
To be with you

I think I'm falling
I think I'm falling in
I think I'm falling in love with you
With you