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Name: Mark
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/5/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: wutever is out there to do i guess..ummm sleep...draw...go online (silencedpinoy)...eat..tv...write poems...go out...and umm other stuff...
Expertise: hmmm i gotta think of that one.........*ponders*......iono i dont think im good at n e thing =/.....
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 3/16/2003

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

-=637=-

so many and yet so few

how long must i wait for you

i need you in ma life to make me feel

waiting for u to come and give me suin real

the thoughts and things i see each day

leaves me only the bitter emptiness left astray

why must i give things another try

when all i ever feel is pain inside

ive cared for a few and seen so many

all only to end in such misery

ive been strong and ive gotten so weak

my eyes run dry and my heart stopped to beat

monotonious silence that runs through my veins

the heart runs empty from all these pains

i wanna feel..i wanna crush...

i wanna like..and feel so much

but i ask my self to why i should wait

when only emptiness is all they create

to feel to love to ease the pain

memories that last kept hidden in vein

i feel like ive seen it all and felt so much

a decision to make that not needs to be rushed

so many and yets so few

who might u be that i wait for you

 

-=VY=-

I dont know wut i woulda been if u didnt come in ma life

I didnt know who i can lean on to when all i did was cry

I didnt think i can make it through but uve always proven me wrong

I thought that i was very weak but uve always made me very strong

I didnt know wut else to do and uve always showed me the way

I thought i lost my heart and now just wonder in astray

I thought ive given up on love but i guess thats not so true

I thought ive just found a friendship until i fell inlove with you

 

-=Sick=-

He walked around with a clouded mind trying to get things straight

He guessed it wasnt clouded for it was just getting late

But the stubborn old fool went on and on

Not even giving a fuck of the things thats going wrong

A gust of wind blows and suddenly his eyes dont see clearly

Few cars pass by and his mind now feels so empty

Clouds in the sky move slowly but his foot steps seemed slower

Wut is going on in this strange world his living in

So much silence and commotion hiddin deep inside illusions

He lays on the clouds and felt like his bodies been frozen

But as he open his eyes he feels these stinging sensation

Drop by drop...boiling blood came out of his viens

He stands up to walk...but suddenly falls and faints...

As he wakes up....his breath is taken away....

Little by little a smile raises his face...

But as he was able to get up ones again he faints...

Few days passes and his eyes now wide open

But as the man thinks again...not a memory remains...


Thursday, August 12, 2004

-=DOUBTS=-

roses bloomed and rainy days fade

cloundy minds become clearer

but the memories recide inside each day

the thought, the feeling, the dreams

each frustration and the piercing pain

the tears, the heart ache, the nightmares

always leaves the heart that beats inside calous

to each blow and serene cut and every mark left

how much does one must indure for reality to hit

one need not hear each miserable sorrie

but for these dreams to fade....

not leaving a single monotonous memory

the simple pleasures without the regrets

as actions are taken and not be left...

my thoughts raises the sun

and leaves the moon clouded on a stary night

waiting for a shooting star for a wish to come to life


Thursday, July 08, 2004

CAN'T REALLY THINK OF WUT TO PUT HERE SO I JUST PUT SUM OF MA OLD POEMS...

 

"BOX"

time has passed by without words passing our eyes

emotions felt as these days pass but leads to different paths

as one heart feels lonely another feels not a single misery

to whome will it turn to as she feels the pain inside

another heart waits but the path seems so far

memories the seem to be so far away

remembered each day and yet still left astray

a single phone call that seems to hard to do

silenced words that kept the eyes blind too

is that wonderful smile still kept within

or is it now hiddin and wuts seen is a mere illusion

an ear waits for an explaination....

the eyes hoping to pass an illusion

the mouth does not speak

but the heart still waits and beats...

kept hiddin within the treasure box filled with ones memory

 

-=WISH=-

From days thats long past

To the moments burried deep within ones heart

Ones memories last forever as each day its treasured

Awaiting for a day when it needs be reminded

Of all the things that have been said and done

The day spent with you at that memorable spot

A long walk that slowly took my heart

The sun set that would never be forgotten

To each soothing kiss that has been given

Long conversations online and those ever lasting phone calls

Kept friendship that has lasted for so long

Many nights spent talking to you

Sharing each moment of my day hoping urs went well too

Tears shed that always end up with a smile

Soothing words that brings the sunshine on a clouded mind

No matter how ardious the journey might be

Were always by each others side bringing happiness and glee

The poetry writtin and each picture thats been given

To short arguements that never last and has been forgotten

Appologies accepted that slowly ends the misery

Each claiming that they were the one who brought this upon thee

Another moment stopped...and happiness is brought back

I hope u remember these things cuz i still do

I wish ull be ok with out n e pain or worry

I wish these terbulations in ur life would end

I wish ur heart will soon mend..

I wish not another tear is shed

Wishes that i hope would soon come true

Wishes in my heart thats still waiting for you

I havent given up on u and a promise i shall keep

Ull always have a friend ... until the very end

 

"SMILE"

Songs that plays its constant troubles within

The silence takes its tole and left another hole

Emptiness inside that only shows a beating heart

Another scar left inside...hated but loved

Is it the memory or the things done to thee

Travel to the past and see wut uve been through

Ur tougher stronger and now smarter than use to

Ur still the same and slightly improved

Simple things now become memories of pain

Kept within to bring the smile thats kept hiddin

Time seems so slow as u wish for it to go faster

Life isnt fair but when has it ever been easy

Tears will fall..people will come and go...

But whenever u need sumone...ill try to be there for u

"first love...first kiss...first memory...key to ones heart..."


Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Happy Belated Birthday ORANGE...lolz


Friday, June 18, 2004

Daym theres nothing to do...SO BORED



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