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Name: Celi
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Warsaw
Birthday: 6/22/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: I enjoy laughing, dancing, rocking out to Beyonce in my VW bug, hanging out with my family and friends, going to wal-mart at 3am, eating hot cheetos, talking on the phone, cramming my brain while figuring out how to master a sudoko puzzle, browsing the web, going out, dining out (any place: from Burger King to the Olive Garden), changing my purse every two weeks, and learning about why people do the things they do.
Expertise: Coffee, Mary Kay.
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Nonprofit
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Member Since:
2/26/2005
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| Life has been pretty stressful but I've decided that all that stress is really self-induced and if I just let it get to me, I might as well give up. Since I don't WANT to give up, I've decided to do something about it. What I should do is be thankful for all the blessings God has given me - including the challenges, and do what I can. I have to ask myself, Am I really doing my best? If the answer is yes, then I need to stop worrying about it. If the answer is no, then I need to get up and do something about it. At this point, I don't believe I was doing my best at work. But starting tomorrow I will try my best. At school, I will keep my eye on the prize - May 2009. But I will also take it one semester at a time. I have less than six weeks left for this semester. The end will get here in no time, I just have to stay motivated. Everything is going to be okay, that is what i have to keep reminding myself. | | |
| boys...I wish I could read people's minds...well maybe not everybody's...just the mind of one person. Maybe if I knew what he was thinking I can finally come to my senses and end the whole thing.... Urghhh. | | |
| More complaints...New school year, one down, and two more to go. I thought that practicum was going to be easy but from the looks of it, it isn't going to be at all. I have seven required texts for this semester and five 'recommended' texts. Then the prof is all like, "if you just skim through these texts, you shouldn't even be in this program. If you just read the required texts, you'll do okay. But if you want to be a good therapist, you need to read all the text...thoroughly and do some more research." What the hell? Like I have all that time to do that. Easy there with the guilt trip buddy. But whatever, the fact of the matter is that I really do want to be a good therapist..and if reading all those books will make me be one, then I guess that's what I gotta do, huh? Even if it means that I won't have a social life for the next two years. But I don't have to look forward to it...or at least not right now. | | |
| boys...Okay, today is better. I've made progress towards my paperwork, and although I still have 8 more assessments to go...I am feeling better. So with work, I'm okay. But with my love life, I'm not. I don't understand males. For a long time, I thought that maybe I did, but maybe it's because I was with the same male for almost six years. Now that I am getting to know someone else, it's a WHOLE new ballgame. Why does my life have to be so complicated? Why can't I write about something positive for a change? Sigh... | | |
| The end is near...but still so far away...I'm officially done with my first year of graduate school. I get two whole weeks off, and one full week off of work. You would think that i would be rejoicing at this point, huh? Yeah well, I am not. Work has been so insane and I had been drowning in paperwork for so long, that now I am going to have to go to work on a Saturday, possibly a Sunday, and even more possibly...ON MY DAY OFF!!!!! I am NOT looking forward to it. Not at all. And frankly, I am pretty DARN frustrated and disappointed with myself for letting myself procrastinate THAT bad. I wish I could just go hard core and finish all my monthly reports, all my group notes, all my individual notes, and all eleven of my dications...in one sitting. But that just isn't realistic. Monthly reports will take at least an hour, group and indiv notes might be able to be done in one hour, and each dictation will take a hour long each. So, if my calculations are correct, I need 12 hours to get all of it done. And I'm supposed to do it in 5 hours today...Saturday. Impossible. Maybe I should get run over by a car and end up in the hospital so people will feel sorry for me when I'm in a coma for three months and nobody will care that I have neglected my life responsibilities..... OR I could just sit here and procrastinate some more....urghh. I don't wanna go to work!!!!!! | | |
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