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Friday, September 05, 2008

bitter sweet

Could we be together
In another world?

I'm not your kind
I'm not your girl
See I'm in your car
But not your life

edit_the_sad_parts_by_icewhirl

Everything comes around
Bringing us back again
Here is when we start
And where we end
I never thought I would return
To be consumed by you again
But I know a papermoon
The folly of a monster love like you

b_day_by_szym

Do you really wanna know how I was dancing on the floor?
I was trying to phone you as I'm crawling out the door
I'm amazed at you,
the things you say and that you don't do
Why don't you ring?
I was feeling lonely, feeling blue
Feeling like I needed you
Like I'm walking up surrounded by me

woman_in_red_by_HRNYC

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Friday, August 22, 2008

God Speed

don't you remember you told me you love baby?
you said you'd be coming back this way baby

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"It's tough being a dreamer sometimes. I feel like a little child with perverted ideas and acid trip notions; always. It's great, it's horrible. It's dreadful, it's fantastic. "

Navigation_by_Olgdlorg

"I recall last year, and the summer before that, when I was single, and still into experimenting with drugs. I was having the best acid trips, ones in which my body fell in love with itself- my eyeballs rediscovered their attraction for one another, my legs had gone missing, I could feel my fingers growing, and could see my heart through my bellybutton...

summer_days_by_beyrout

... But I was happy, in a sad way. I had no one, and needed no one. The drugs contented me, and I became transfixed by the art of chasing the high.

Now I am reduced to the art of chasing the dream. A dream of success that I never really wanted."

weed_by_puxxie

I want someone comfortable enough to speak their mind,
smart enough to say what they mean,
and proud enough to stick to their words.

Nature_based_by_cef

But it crawls up on you. Suddenly, you find yourself needing a fix. There's where its problematic. There's a fine line between desire and addiction, and within a year I had crossed it, unknowingly.

blinded_by_zuckerfuss

I've spent days staring at the ceilings, dreaming of my fate, but only now do I see the small hopes I harbored were nothing but wishful thinking. There won't be this miraculous revalution in my life that I've dreamed of for years. There will never be a moment where I can look back at this suffering in pity. My feet are planted into this disaster. No matter how far I could run, my regrets trail along. The faces and words I've grown to loathe will haunt me to the day I die.

How naive of me to think I could escape this. How beautiful the view was when I was blind.
Summerfeeling__by_Kor_x3

Slowly, with time, we became closer. I enjoyed hitting the breeze, she enjoyed mocking it.
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I have three phobias which, could I mute them, would make my life as slick as a sonnet, but as dull as ditch water: I hate to go to bed, I hate to get up, and I hate to be alone.

my_mother_by_d_anderton

Here's a rule I recommend: Never practice two vices at once.

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My heart is as pure as the driven slush.

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It's the good girls who keep diaries; the bad girls never have the time.

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There is less in this than meets the eye.

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Bitter

keeping pushing around the ones you love, and eventually, my dear, they will push you away.

If_I_ever_would_leave_you_by_lightships dusunme_hic_by_littlegirlblue

"I really like what you've done to me. I used to wander before I met you- but now I'm just lost."

runner___unsharpened_by_andrewfphoto

"Not many people say how they feel. So I was watching your eyes
In case they might just say something."

Al_3_by_sirlorak

"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. "

terepszemle_by_hollyjools summer_days_by_beyrout
play_crack_the_sky_by_moss_koete raining_day_by_yummyauri

"I am interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other"

RE_hairpit_by_cunimimi kitty_on_a_rocket_by_gloria_aniela
bckdbc_by_ervilhaa for_the_damaged_by_SnjezanaJosipovic

You were right about the stars;
Each one is a setting sun.

F__by_inkshed

inaudible dreams!

catching_the_stars_by_hunnd

A dream does not take account of size. A puddle can contain a continent, and a clump of trees stretch in sleep to the world’s edge.

la_ritournelle_by_lightships laundry_theft_by_optical_flare sleep___by_schnin
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.

cvb87_by_Chrystkat

‘There is no use in trying,’ said Alice; ‘One cannot believe impossible things.’
‘I dare say you haven’t had much practice,’ said the Queen. ‘When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.’