new xanga..

falseefaith

or

www.xanga.com/falseefaith

im only writin in this xanga.. cuz this concerns my old life..

i see someone considers this new group family already... it took us a couple of years to call our selfs family.. n here it is.. jush a couple of weeks.. there family.. u can be a future UD.. but if my word still means anything.. i dont want chu to be one.. but than again.. u dont gotta lisen.. im jsuh askin u not to be with them.. thats all

im out..

props me..

n if u got time .. check out the new xanga

www.xanga.com/falseefaith

wow.. was kirk right or was he right?

our chat

were u right or were u right?
lIlazHnpuNk15: i was right......

i got a new xanga..

yano how i always feel.. a new xanga shows a new side of a person.. and opens a new life.. its time for me to jush move on..

www.xanga.com/falseefaith 

last thing i gotta say to kirk..

kirk i know u gon have to choose sides.. i much rather have u to choose thanhs side.. be his friend.. i guess hes a better one.. i mean you've known him longer.. played cards wit him before me.. had ur thing before we did.. its all good bro.. good luck..

and if that doesnt work.. jush move on in love n make great new bestfriends in vegas.. hope the best to you..

remmeber.. if things were meant to be.. things will eventually catch up..

remember that.. it isnt exactly the same way i wrote before.. but its the same concept..

jin/kpg/fait will always remain n memories.. but shall never live again..

unless it was destiny.. than yano how we do.. haha

-eric

aka fait.

end it with the only pic i got of us..

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1st off.. some happy issues.. or "news"

jan- u finally graduated.. ur one step closer to high school..i hope graduation was as great as u wanted it..i know mine was graet.. u were there:)

                              self explainatory..

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1st day of finals.. ek.. i came late.. 15 minutes late.. thats a bad start.. i had to do the algebra final myself.. no cheatin this time.. the world studies i breezed thru it.. the physics.. i tottally bombed it! like kaBOOM! soo horrible.. i should study.. uh.. to late?

the finals i take tommorow

[x]music

[x]health

[x]spanish.. i heard this one is hard..

[x]survey lit.. i was scurred.. but they told me if u know the book.. its easy.. so i was like aight..

once finals are over.. im sure my grades have fell.. lets hope not too much.. but yah.. relaxation people:)

today i won another poker tourny.. it sucked.. cuz i was playin wit a bunch amatuers.. n i dint like who they played.. so i got serius and frustrated. but i still won.. little pot.. 12 bucks! lol.. still money..

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the serius issue..

basically a few days ago.. iuno how many.. i dont want too.. i felt i lost it all.. last nite i teared.. i was gon call kirk cuz hes one of the few i could call. .but i dint.. i was too embarresed... so i dint.. it sucks cryin over ur bestifriend and a gurl..

lemme end it like this..

stacy- now i know what u valued in our friendship.. i thought i saw u as a great friend.. i started to like you.. with a little thingy n the back of my head sayin it will never work.. cuz of our differences.. there are alot.. i tried to forget the idea of us goin out.. but people said if u liked her.. step up.. i never did.. n now this is how it all ends.. with regrets.. and YOU SEEING ME NOT AS A FRIEND.. NOW OR EVER..

ill remember the times when we did get along.. ill cherish those forever..

hilary-sorry for draggin u into this.. u wont be mentioned again.. i promise.. well i promise for me .. iuno bout thanh..

last but not least..

thanh-I COULD TALK ABOUT UD IF I WANT TOO.. U CANT STOP ME.. I WAS TALKIN TO WAYNE TODAY... N I COME UP TO A CONCLUSION.. IM SICK OF PEOPLE KISSIN UP TO HEAVENS ASS.. WHY THE FUCK DO U LOOK UP TO HIM SOO MUCH? HUH.. I FIND IT STUPID!

U SAY ALL THIS CRAP ABOUT WHY IM ON THE TOP.. CAUSE U LET ME SHIT.. I GUESS U DONT KNOW ME AS WELL AS I THOUGHT.. YOU SHOULD'VE KNOW WHY I ALWAYS TRY TO BE THE BEST.. AND ALWAYS FAIL.. ITS CUZ I HAVE TO STRIVE FOR THE BEST.. I HAVE TO MAKE SOMETHING OUTTA ME LIFE. .CAUSE IF I DONT.. THAN I AINT DOING MY THING..

I ADMIT.. HALF THE THINGS WE DO.. THE THINGS WE START.. UR BETTER THAN ME..

BUT THE OTHER HALF.. I DO JUSH AS WELL..

SINCE IM TALKIN TO YOU NOW.. AT THIS INSTANCE.. IMMA END IT..

but what im sayin is.. i hate the new person u become.. its like everything in our past was the thing to do.. n now its out.. u forgottton it.. i guess im the only one holdin onto that passion we all had.. u guys jush forgot it..

peace out

JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: bro i never said i couldn't handle it...if i couldn't handle i would've exploded in past...but wat i'm trying to say is dat...i do noe you...and yes i could handle it...jus dat everytime u get mad at me u always put up things about how card and other thing is wat kept our friendship goin...dat is mess up everytime u wrote it on ur page...and yes u are stubborn...u never listen to me...because u liek be on top of everything...u always wanted to be better than me in yugioh...duelmaster, poker, and breakdance and wit gurls....but don't u ever stop and look around you...everytime u tryign to achieve those thing i always back down from it...because i want u to be top...u are cocky..but dat eric....i noe dat bro....dat y everytime i notice u wanna be at teh top of teh game....i back down and let u go to teh top...

Auto response from ZaNsA PuNk: watchin a movie..

a lifetime friendship..
         ruin..

JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: because i do love u bro..
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: like i said nuttin gonna get between us...but u jus won't listen to me...i tried to improve u in breakdacne...but u won't listen...wat can i do...also for u info...i'm not in any crew because i thought of you...i knew u gonna be mad at me when u found out dat i'm in a crew...but i'm not in no crew...heaven did ask me to be the future urban disturbance but i ignored because i thought of you..
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: i wanna get u into a crew before me because i thought u was serious about breakin...but now i noe...u wasn't...u told lanoi dat u don't learn anything new at alternative...dat y i tried to ask lanoi to help you because u is way better than me and you...she can help you wit teh basic of dance and moves...i tried to help you with dancing but u jsu don't listen to me...i even told stop doin crip walk...but i c u don't listen...all i'm saying is dat i exploded..sorry...i can't take it when u get mad at me unreasonable tings...and teh facts that u say thing about how card kept our friendship goin....dat all bro...u can take it teh negative way...as friend is over or we can still be friend...
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: but i love you bro....
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: bro how can u say i chose breakdance over friendship...

Auto response from ZaNsA PuNk: movie..

JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: i would chose friendship over gurl but not breakdance over friendship
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: bro...u making it liek i'm the bad guy..
JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77 signed off at 7:55:16 PM.

when u said "JiNLeOnAzNpUnK77: i would chose friendship over gurl but not breakdance over friendship"

ur sayin u would choose me over hilary.. n u would choose me over breakdancing..

if thats what u mean.. than so be it.. (READ THE ENTRY BELOW)

I SERIUSLY DONT SEE U QUITIN BREAKIN OVER ME...

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